Advice for suicidal Indigo Children
Dear fellow travelers;
We are presently going through the most difficult time of our entire human history.
Many people are traumatized by life, especially those of the Indigo Children generation, better known as Generation X.
Many of this generation of higher vibration innately know that something is fundamentally wrong with the way we live our lives. In response they collectively slip into what has been termed “cognitive dissonance”, that is, they find ways to justify the “wrongs” in order to feel better. Many choose “willful ignorance” towards the rapid decay of our society, putting their head in the sand, so to speak.
I would like to address the people who are suicidal, who are seriously considering to take their own life and put an end to their misery. I also write this article for those who lost a loved one to suicide, especially for those parents who carry a dark shadow of guilt, blame, and shame in their energy field.
When I was two years old there was an incident when my mother broke my will. She had enough of a naughty girl once and for all, she lifted me by my arms and slammed me on the table. My first chakra must have been compressed from the impact, for I suffered from about a thousand insecurities throughout my life.
At age 21 I tried to commit suicide. It was in 1968 in East Berlin, the capital of the German Democratic Republic. I didn’t think I would ever make it in life. Even though I seriously meant to kill myself with 80 sleeping pills, I was found and woke up in the hospital. I had the typical white light tunnel experience and was sent back with the message that my time had not come yet.
Of course committing suicide was ‘illegal’ and this crime meant great shame for the family and usually was kept secret.
Even though I went through much hardship in life, I never tried to kill myself again, for I knew I would be sent back. But I saw suicide as a backdoor option, something I would consider when life becomes unbearable. That helped insofar as I could stretch my level of endurance further out.
When I was in my mid thirties my process of awakening begun. I explored countless alternative healing modalities, self-help books and therapy methods to heal my emotional scars.
My life improved dramatically when I became aware that I am here on Earth by contract and that my mission is to serve as a Lightworker during the time of the Shift of the Ages.
When I immigrated to America in 1991 I gave all my focus on my Lightworker mission.
I mention these events from my own life to convey that I am familiar with the subject of suicide.
Nowadays committing suicide is not rare anymore. A large number of soldiers commit suicide after they come home. In Japan there is even a suicide forest. And the Swiss offer legally assisted suicide for affluent tourists who can afford it.
From what I came to know over the last five or six years I would not even consider suicide anymore. The afterlife is not the heavenly place we have been told awaits us. The lower astral plane where most of us end up after our physical death rather is a feeding ground of non-physical parasites, called Archons. The energy harvesting of humanity is not limited to the Earth plane, it continues in the lower 4th dimension.
Advice for suicidal Indigo Children
Eight years ago I wrote a book called “Potty Training for Indigo Children – Cannabis, Marijuana, Hemp for Medicine, Enlightenment, and Abundant Resources for the 21st Century”. One chapter is called: My Advice for Suicidal Indigo Children.
In this 4-page chapter I recommend for depressed Indigo Children to use Cannabis to lift themselves out of their state of mind and deliberately change their outlook on life.
One of the main reasons our global rulers declared the herb Cannabis the forbidden medicine is that Cannabis serves as a de-programmer from our matrix system of domination and control. In other words, it can be used as a tool to awaken from the dream. That is why in some Asian countries Cannabis smuggling and using is punished with the death penalty.
Now that we are in the year 2015 Cannabis/Marijuana/Hemp is on its way of becoming legal. Of course the government and pharmaceutical corporations want to be in charge of growing, distributing, selling, and tax collecting. However, this is not going to happen. The roundup of the criminals known as the global Cabal or Illuminati who have been taken the human population hostage, has begun. Soon their trials will be televised for all of the human family to see. We cannot build a Golden Age with the same criminals in place. The “war on drugs” is among their major crimes designed and engineered for human enslavement.
I’m going to post the 4-page chapter “My Advice for Suicidal Indigo Children” on my Blog and Facebook page:
It is my desire that you may benefit from reading it.
Light&Love, Karin Lacy