Homage to Madame Blavatsky

The following excerpt is from my first book, “Who Wants To Be A Lightworker”.

Homage to Madame Blavatsky — Mother of the New Age


July 2004

Introduction
My twenty-five year long process of awakening has been an awkward and often painful experience. At times the pull from home, from the non-physical side, has been overwhelmingly strong and made it difficult to endure living in the dense three-dimensional world. It seems my emotional scars need to be healed and cleared forever in order to overcome what I call “my church mouse level”. However, moving forward is the only option as I morph from the chrysalis into the butterfly state. My long-term lesson has been that instead of pushing myself I have to allow the birthing of my new Self.
I feel vulnerable when interacting in the Old World because I know that I still get easily disconnected. That is why going out among people is becoming less and less desirable, since it involves being confronted with the harshness of people in their struggle for survival, to stand the horrendous noise level, to eat the lower quality food, etc. Yet I know that I am on my journey of becoming all that I can be, on my path to self-mastery as a deliberate creator on Earth.

Energy Gate Opening – January 22, 2003
Ever since I set higher standards for the quality of my life it has become hard to endure the pollution of the back country culture of “Offroading-Gunshooting-Boomboxing”. I had thrown a temper tantrum on the day five new neighbors on offroad vehicles started racing up and down the easement dirt road, 50 feet distant from our trailer home. The noise pollution plus the dust were so horrendous that I felt threatened in my very existence. It was impossible to block it out and concentrate on anything. I ran to the fence and waved my arms asking them to stop. I angrily expressed that this is a residential area and that I live here for the quiet and that the park is 4 miles from here, where they can go and ride their offroad vehicles.
Back in the house I began raging and wanting to leave, because I couldn’t stand any longer the thought of having to live among barbarians for evermore. I somehow cornered myself into a crisis situation and collapsed into a minor nervous breakdown. My husband helped me throughout the day to realign my energies and re-gain my balance. He said that all my behavior reminds him of Madame Blavatsky and that he really thinks that I am Madame Blavatsky. “And I think you are Moses”, I replied. He sometimes does call me “Madame Blavatsky” and I in return brush it off by calling him “Moses”. Suddenly I felt overcome with the familiar body sensations that indicate non-physical presences standing behind me.
I got flooded with insights regarding Madame Blavatsky. In an instant I knew that I have been aware of her and her likeness since my early twenties, yet I had never read her works of Theosophy. Instead I studied the Anthroposophy movement of Rudolf Steiner who had created his own offspring of Theosophy. In Steiner’s biography I saw the picture of Madame Blavatsky, and I remembered that I felt uncomfortable looking at these piercing eyes.
Simultaneously it came to my mind that in my mid-thirties I once almost bought from a friend “The Secret Doctrine”.

I also remembered that I once read a book written by a psychiatrist whose wife channeled the deceased. In one chapter she described a brief contact with Madame Blavatsky who wanted to convey the message that things were not at all the way she had described in her books and basically canceled the value of her own teachings. How strange that I suddenly recalled this supposed Blavatsky message, yet I didn’t recall anything else from that book, nor its title and author. I realized that by just thinking of Madame Blavatsky I instantly could recall the image of her likeness with the piercing eyes which I saw only once 35 years ago.

Body sensations washed in waves over me again. Suddenly I remembered the scene in which my mother “broke my will”, when I was two years old. Back in Germany after World War II the level of mass belief was such that a child was not allowed to have a will of its own.
My parents undoubtedly wanted to be good parents and my mother proudly told at family gatherings the story of how she broke my will, for I was the most rebellious of her five children. She then described the incident that happened when I was a little over two years old and when I was especially stubborn. She grabbed me by my upper arms and lifted me up and slammed me with my behind on the table, vocalizing her anger that she had enough of a naughty girl, once and for all. I was so staggered from the impact force that I stopped crying and breathing.
I suddenly knew that this was the moment where I had to decide whether to remain in the body or to reemerge into the non-physical. I was weaned from diapers before I was one year old, so there was probably no diaper that could have softened the impact of the slamming on the table. My tailbone did not get broken, but my first and second chakra must have been compressed and pushed back and to some degree got shut down. At this moment my Inner Being must have concluded that I should stay in this body and be able to handle the impact.
From this point on I became an obedient and willing girl. I learned from the incident not to mess with my mother and not to have a will of my own.

However, while I was recalling this early childhood trauma, I did not feel any phantom pain, but I was aware that a massive healing and shifting on all levels was happening at the very moment. My husband watched while I was expressing to him what was going through my mind and what I felt in my body. The situation did not feel stressful. I was calm yet alert; and I knew that all I had to do was to remain with my feet firmly on the ground and breathe consciously.

From my now-viewpoint I understand that my mother needed to tone me down to the energy level comfortable to her. She told me that my birth was the most painful of her five children and that I was born “looking red like a lobster”, which to me indicates a discord or friction between the two different energies of mother and child.
The early breaking-of-my-will incident caused me to suffer from about a thousand insecurities throughout my life. Although I had left my parent’s home at age nineteen, throughout most of my adult life I hated my mother and blamed her for all of my life’s hardship. From age thirty-five on I read self-help books and looked for therapeutic help. Altogether I had about 220 therapy sessions in trying to regain my balance.
Today I know that I blamed my mother out of practiced human habit, for it simply felt better having an outside person to blame for my feeling of powerlessness. – I want to mention here that today I have a beautiful relationship with my 83-year old mother in Germany. We talk over the phone and I love sending her flowers and gifts from America. She is even willing to try out the innovative products which I sent her. (smile)

Who Was Madame Blavatsky?
After receiving the insights about Madame Blavatsky I spent the following weeks surfing the Internet for information regarding Madame Blavatsky and Theosophy. What a lightsurfer adventure it was! The more I looked the more showed up. I think most of her works can be read on the Internet. What I learned online within a month I could never have acquired six years ago without the Internet. I even downloaded the image of Madame Blavatsky’s seal.

For those readers who are not familiar with Madame Blavatsky and her teachings let me sum up and share what I learned and gathered online from different sources:
Madame Helena Petrovna Blavatsky was born in 1831 as a Russian noble woman; she died in 1891 in London.
She gathered, documented, and collected the sacred and holy scriptures from around the world, adding up to 14 volumes. Her main works are “Isis Unveiled”, published 1877, and “The Secret Doctrine”, published in 1888.
She named her teachings “Theosophy”, which can be translated into “divine wisdom” or “godly teaching”.
In 1875 she founded the Theosophical Society in New York.
Madame Blavatsky herself claimed that she was selected as a messenger from the fraternity representing the “Sons of the Fire-Mist”, an ancient society of adepts who hold the knowledge of the divine wisdom religion of planet Earth and humanity. Madame Blavatsky stated, “My Master El Morya and the Master Koot Hoomi —from them we have derived all the Theosophical truths”.
There is an amazing picture in the Blavatsky Archive’s picture gallery showing Madame Blavatsky with Kuthumi (Koot Hoomi), El Moraya (El Morya), and St. Germain.

By the end of her life she had encircled the globe seven times in her mission as a Lightbringer. In her travels, it said, “she contacted oriental masters and rescued ancient wisdom from centuries of slumber.”

The following summary I took from the website of the Theosophical Society, www.Theosophical.org quote:

“The three objects of the Theosophical Society are:

  • To form a nucleus of the Universal Brotherhood of Humanity without distinction of race, creed, sex, caste or color.
  • To encourage the comparative study of religion, philosophy and science.
  • To investigate the unexplained laws of nature and the powers latent in Humanity.”
    (End of quotation.)

    The following text is lifted from the website www.Blavatsky.net, quote:

    “Checklist of Some Principles of Theosophy”
  • Everything in the universe originates from one boundless, eternal, unknowable source. After a period of manifested existence the universe returns to that source. The universe itself is an organic whole, alive, intelligent, conscious, and divine.
  • The laws of nature are the result of intelligent forces.
  • The law of karma holds throughout the universe. It operates at all levels, ensuring justice, harmony, and balance.
  • We reincarnate into successive lives. Once we have reached the human level we do not regress back into animal forms.
  • The law of karma acts over our successive lives to ensure justice. (We don’t get away with it.) We are the cause of every joy and pain in our own life.
  • A law of cycles provides fundamental structure at all levels. Two examples are our pattern of reincarnation, and the continuing “lives” of the universe as it appears, then returns to its source.
  • Analogy and correspondence provide fundamental structure for the universe. This is a broad statement of the Hermetic axiom — “As above, so below”.
  • Evolution applies on a grand scale to all of life.
  • Soul gets involved in this world of matter. It experiences and learns. Soul then works its way back in a long pilgrimage to its primal source. This again follows a cyclic pattern.
  • This evolution achieves experience, self-awareness, and ever increasing perfection. Evolution occurs on the physical, mental, and spiritual planes.
  • “Survival of the fittest” along with gradual accumulation of small beneficial changes does not explain the “origin of the species”. The origin of the species is due to intelligent design.
  • Humanity has experienced significant evolution in long periods on the continents (not islands) of Atlantis and Lemuria.
  • There is a seven fold constitution of man ranging from the physical plane to the purely spiritual plane.
  • Thoughts are tangible objects on higher planes. Every thought and action has its effect on us and on our surroundings and has a karmic consequence.
  • The three higher planes of this constitution form the “higher self” and that is what reincarnates from life to life and accumulates the experience, the lessons, the virtues.
  • The lower planes form the “lower self” and are the vehicle used by the higher self while it is living in this active testing ground of incarnate life.
  • At the moment of death we have a review of our life just past — as we cast off this physical frame. After a short period, that varies greatly between individuals, we cast off other lower aspects of our constitution and the reincarnating self begins a long period of merciful, earned, rest before the next birth.
  • Often during this life, our spiritual nature is obscured in our self-centered daily lives as we cater to our immediate needs and desires. But the spiritual self is always there to guide us if we seek it with strong earnest desire.

We can strive to reach our higher self by:

  • Listening to our still small voice of conscience.
  • Noting the dreams from the higher self.
  • Developing our intuition.
  • Meditating.
  • Studying principles of the Wisdom Religion.
  • Aligning ourselves with Nature.
  • Engaging in action for the greater good.
  • Carefully reading the events of our daily life.
  • Brotherhood is a fact in nature. We are ONE at the highest spiritual component of our nature.
  • We are sparks from one flame. We are the fingers on one hand. We are ONE at other levels as well.

    We should:
    • Understand we are not separate from humanity or the world.
    • Emphasize brotherhood, altruism, and compassion in our daily lives.
    • Strive to know our higher self.
    • As a guiding rule – act for and as the Self of All.

  • The religions of the world are branches on the tree whose trunk is the one ancient — once universal — wisdom religion. The religions are the tributaries of one great river. (But they borrow from each other to make the actual details much more complex.)
  • Mythology often transmits some of this knowledge in symbolic form.
  • Periodically, great teachers come amongst us to help us in this evolutionary path. They may create another branch on the tree.
  • Humanity’s potential is infinite and every being has a contribution to make toward a grander world. We are all in it together. We are one.”
    (End of quotation.)

Dear Reader, after this extensive checklist let me add only three quotes about the person Madame Blavatsky and her influence as seen by others:

Quote 1: (www.Blavatsky.net Article excerpt by Henry T. Edge)
“In the 19th century, imperialism had reached its height. Western nations were so convinced of the superiority of the white races that they had no compunction about exploiting their colonies. In this environment, Madame Blavatsky taught the first principle of occultism — the brotherhood of all humanity, the unity of all races. She presented ideas and concepts that unified science, religion and philosophy; ideas showing a spiritual purpose and design behind the facts of science, as well as giving spiritual depth to religion and philosophy.” (End of quotation)

Quote 2: (www.Theosociety.org: “H.P. Blavatsky and the Theosophical Movement” by Charles J. Ryan)
“HPB saw that the essential truths in all the great religions had been deeply honeycombed with error, and that for this reason religion had become an element of contention and division in the world. A return to an understanding of the ancient wisdom religion -Theosophy the spiritual center from which the rival faiths all diverged – is the only way to produce harmony among their followers, and thereby to take an immense step toward universal brotherhood.

In the words of G. De Purecker: “She saw how humanity had been drifting through the ages unaware of its birthright and unconscious of its dignity, how the indefiniteness of modern ideas had confused the minds of the people and engendered everywhere uncertainty and helpless doubt, and she left for posterity a body of teachings with power in them to change the whole world, and as it were to raise from the dead the Immortal Part of man.” (End of quotation)

Quote 3: (www.Theosociety.org, article excerpt by Charles Johnston)
“She was the most perfect aristocrat I have ever known. There was something in her personality, her bearing, the light and power of her eyes, which spoke of a wider and deeper life, not needing lesser miracles to testify to it, because in itself miraculous. That was the greatest thing about her, and it was always there; this sense of a bigger world, of deeper powers, of unseen might; to those in harmony with her potent genius, this came as a revelation and incentive to follow the path she pointed out. To those who could not see with her eyes, who could not raise themselves in some measure to her vision, this quality came as a challenge, an irritant, a discordant and subversive force, leading them at last to an attitude of fierce hostility and denunciation. When the last word is said, she was greater than any of her works, more full of living power than even her marvelous writings. It was the intimate and direct sense of her genius, the strong ray and vibration of that genius itself, which worked her greatest achievements and won her greatest triumphs. Most perfect work of all, her will carried with it a sense and conviction of immortality. Her mere presence testified to the vigor of the soul.” (End of quotation.)

I also learned that by the time of her death in 1891 Madame Blavatsky had worldwide 100,000 followers of her Theosophy movement. She was seen as The Light Bringer to the western world. Her admirers named her the Sphinx of the 19th century and for contemporaries she is the Mother of the New Age.

Also I remember reading that it was through Madame Blavatsky’s teaching of Theosophy that Gandhi was induced to study his own heritage and that Albert Einstein kept “The Secret Doctrine” on his desk.

The Practical Applications — Walking the Talk
Madame Blavatsky stated in “The Secret Doctrine”, “The conditions of evolution are within and not without, and by fortune are independent of circumstances and conditions of earthly life. That is why all shall awaken at some point, climbing and conquering peak after peak, and cooperating with nature by accomplishing the true purpose of life.”

We are now living in this time where ‘all shall awaken’. As the Explorer Race we have come far indeed. The Earth has been mapped, cities and nations built. We have acquired a highly evolved technology and are exploring outer space. Over the last few years – through the gift of the Internet – the human family has become a global village where information can be spread around the globe within seconds. Obviously the era of discovering our planet Earth required a human species with a frontier spirit, that is, with male attributes such as aggression, assertion, physical strength, and a desire for conquering. Subsequently, all cultures of our civilization evolved as systems of patriarchy, and our history is the story of change through violence and war.

Dear Reader, in switching back to the present, if you follow the political events on television, notice that in the centers of upheaval the female half of the population is excluded from public rights; in the worst areas of violence the females live under blankets, which they call burkas. Notice also that today — 130 years after the founding of the Theosophical Society — our male world leaders choose to focus on separation, not on the ideal of a Brotherhood of Man. It may soon become apparent to many that the cause for the global War on Terrorism is the imbalance of male and female energies on Earth. The human family will come to the realization that it is our male-logical, left-brain thinking that created the great crevasse between the human intellect and the human heart which we are facing.

However, taking on a broadened perspective enables us humans to perceive the returning of the female energy. As we all transition through the Shift of the Ages it will bring the necessary upgrading of consciousness to re-balance the energies on Earth. While standing at the crossroads it would serve us well to take inventory about what of the Old World is worth taking with us for the new beginning in the New Millennium.

Madame Blavatsky was a forerunner, seen as the single Light Bringer of her time. At this crucial time of the Shift we are many Bringers of the Light, this time we call ourselves Lightworkers, for it is us who chose to hold the Light and usher our brothers and sisters through the coming changes. By now there are hundreds of thousands of Lightworkers transmitting messages from our non-physical friends and counterparts; the Ascended Masters are now interacting with thousands.

The seeds of theosophical ideas have flowered abundantly throughout the New Age movement. Individually and globally, we as the global Lightworker community have come far in our journey to enlightenment. We are celebrating great diversity among us, yet the essence is always the same, our concern is for the upliftment of humanity. We see ourselves as spiritual beings having human experiences on Earth. We now know that we are the creators of our own reality and that we have the power of the Universe at our fingertips.

Some of us focus on new language-ing; for example, instead of ‘Karma’ we use “Law of Attraction”, since the word Karma often has attached the judgment of right and wrong, good and bad.
We now meet in global online peace meditations. We created the Universal Crystal Grid or Christ Consciousness Grid. We have Master Healers who are specialists in DNA activation.

Without spaceships we interact with ETs.
We all are learning to claim our mastership as divine creators on Earth.

From the New Millennium Viewpoint
Dear Reader, let me briefly touch on the three main subjects of Theosophy:
“Brotherhood of Man”
The 130-year old New Age Movement towards awakening and enlightenment needs to integrate a new language of energy awareness. As humans we use thoughts, words and script to contour and guide the energies towards our creative endeavors. For example, with globally millions of Lightworkers, most of them in women’s bodies, the axiom “Brotherhood of Man” requires adding the “Sisterhood of Women”, in order to balance the energies as the first step to greater awareness. Our present time is all about the influx of feminine energy on planet Earth and its overall integration.

As a person Madame Blavatsky must also be seen as a citizen of her time. As a Russian noble woman she was born to be a leader; she inherited power, influence, and resources. She certainly embodied the big exception in her role as a woman in society; she obviously claimed for herself the privileges of a wealthy male, subsequently doors opened wherever she went. Being an occultist it was not her mission to question the gender roles. The emancipation movement was perused by the suffragettes as a political issue around that same time.
It is only now that the Divine Feminine comes back into balance on Earth; her return will bring the gift of spiritual enhancement for the entire human family. The ongoing influx of female energy will lead us into the era of peace and community building. Instead of “Brotherhood of Man” we are speaking of reaching Unity Consciousness, for we now know in our hearts that we are all one, Spaceship Earth and we are one.

The human family now has the gift of the Internet, this marvelous tool for global communication, a tool Madame Blavatsky could not even have dreamed of 130 years ago. For us the Lightworkers the time has come to put things into practice, to walk the talk by openly living in new ways, as examples for others. This is known as the process of spreading the great grassroots movement.

The 21st century will mark the shift from outside exploration to inner exploration. The time to develop the divine powers latent in man has come.

“Science – Philosophy – Religion”
At the time of the founding of the Theosophical Society modern science was in its infant stages; in 1879 the light bulb was just invented. Meanwhile our high technology has reached the level of genetic engineering; we are creating clones with potential for good or bad. However, a New Science has emerged which focuses on the interconnectedness of all life and the bridging of the physical and non-physical realms. Their scientists learned to access the non-physical worlds and to retrieve new information, leading to new inventions towards human “self-sufficiency”. The keyword for the future is “self-empowerment and empowering others” and will be reflected in all areas of life.
The churches’ work of promoting the charities serves to bridge the gap between “Haves and Have Nots”; it is the Old World method of soothing the suffering of the exploited masses who live the lives of economic slaves.
In this century the different religions, science, and philosophy will be able to find bridges for a new understanding and cooperation.
The shortage mentality on Earth is a result of the Old-World-thinking of running out of resources, meant to manipulate the masses. As more and more people awaken to the awareness that they are conscious Creators on Earth, we will be able to change the habit of lack-full thinking.

We will spread the image where we all go to the “Niagara Falls of Abundance”with our buckets instead of teaspoons. (smile)

“Connection with Nature”
Since the sixties, co-creation with Nature has been practiced and taught in the spiritual Findhorn Community in Scotland. The subject has been taken to the next level and elevated to the “Co-Creative Science with Nature” by Machaelle Small Wright of Perelandra-Ltd.com.

It is about bringing humans and the forces of Nature together to consciously co-create. This area of inner exploration and further expansion of consciousness will be the next adventure for many awakening people.

“The Religions”
Madame Blavatsky spoke of the organized “Churchianity” and called the church institution “a wealthy and domineering colossus.” “No religion higher than truth”, she proclaimed. As was then, today’s church fathers still control the masses through the guise of religion. In their efforts to maintain the status quo they preach that the truth has been set in stone thousands of years ago. That is why the church is still mostly about moral judgments of right and wrong. I watch on television that the churches in America as a Christian-dominated country are being haunted by their own dogmas, shaken by sexual scandals.
On the other hand, out of the contrast provided by the Christian fundamentalists, as an example the wonderful “What Would Jesus Do”-Movement has emerged, declaring Jesus as the authority of their lives, but not church dogma. As an observer I have to say that the people in old Europe are more liberated than Americans in their relation to the religions. Since medieval times the church is known for “preaching water and drinking wine”, that is why many choose not to put their lives into a religious framework.

Conclusion
I learned from my online study that practical Theosophy can be explained as “a way of life, a standard of thought and action, a position assumed and retained throughout life.” Being a self-made person I have been following my own, yet similar path of awakening to my potential. The driving force of my life has been my desire to be of value to my brothers and sisters.

I am grateful for the opportunity of gaining an overview of Madame Blavatsky and her teachings of Theosophy through the WorldWideWeb. I have great admiration for her, in fact, Madame Blavatsky has become one of my role models. It was a pleasure to tune into such glorious high-level information over several weeks, and it brought me much clarity for my own projects.

For years I have been receiving insights that my family of origin is that of the Promethean Spirit and that I am part of the continuation or perpetuation of this particular stream of consciousness. At this crucial time of the Shift we are many avatars and prophets of the Promethean Spirit walking the Earth. We are here to usher our brothers and sisters through the coming major changes. It is my present state of comprehension that the “Sons of the Fire-Mist” were the avatars and prophets of the Promethean Spirit, and so was Madame Blavatsky, the Light Bringer. What I have in common with Madame Blavatsky, the Russian noble woman, is that I do have an inner knowing of the Russian soul, but I have no way yet of expressing it outwardly.

With my Homage to Madame Blavatsky I want to contribute to the revival of the ancient principles of Theosophy. My campaign for the elevation of the Lightworker status into a new occupation on Earth serves the same goal of creating a better future for the human family.

Being the type of the ‘lone servant’, it will suit me best to follow the statement I read on the “United Lodge of Theosophists” website, which says, “The true Theosophist belongs to no cult or sect, yet belongs to each and all.”

In Service,
KarinLLightworker

Mayan Astrology Chart for Karin Lacy, Yellow Star, LaMat

Mayan Astrology Chart for Karin Lacy,Yellow Star, LaMat

Copyright by Iris K Barratt

* To be read slowly, saved and contemplated please~

You are the sacred, brilliant Venus Star of light, here to fulfill consciousness and awaken Truth. You will always be found celebrating your love and passion for beauty and harmony.

You can connect our Earth with our Cosmos, as a multifaceted star of brilliant light radiating true vision into space as you compliment the silent darkness.

You move forward freely, with obvious mental balance, illuminating consciousness within your community. You often find meaningful ways to serve your community with a sense of dedication.

You have multifaceted intellectual perspectives and educational pursuits and you are a lifelong learner.

You choose to release extremes and express yourself in positive ways within your many treasured personal and community relationships.

You create future achievements from your ability to embrace challenges in a clear and focused manner. You also create achievements by trusting the process as you hold your visions with love.

You are often an intelligent voice of reason within your community. You think Globally and act locally to enhance your community with service.

You respect your often, mysterious mental tangents and complexity. You enjoy emotional freedom, games and languages. You are naturally drawn to risk-taking and gambling for a bigger prize and are generally lucky.

You trust your abundance and use your many talents to draw exactly what is needed when you need it. You are a master of abundance, elegance and artistic grace. You often excel at fundraising for important causes.

You trust the Universe to provide for you and your loved ones, as you shine your prosperity consciousness and bless the world. You are an energetic, elegant and graceful dancer of love.

You flourish with positive structure, useful routines and by living in harmony. You appreciate your confident artistic nature as you beautify the cosmos with an elegant attunement. You know the importance of balance, beauty and artistic self-expression.

You welcome the healing light of the sun, the stars and silent rejuvenation. You know the greatness of your energetic, artistic explorations. You know the importance of confronting others with harmonious intentions when necessary, in order to create good feelings and move beyond illusions.

You may have unique skill in investigating, confronting and honoring the ways of others with amazing accuracy and efficiency. You exude inner confidence and loving artistic communication, as you celebrate your passionate eternal nature and spiritual wisdom.

You are the star of your own reality and you fulfill your starring role when your self-love shines from your center stage. You shine the light of cosmic harmony into the night sky where it expands and descends into the sacred harmony of earth. Many spiritual masters honor you for this and celebrate as you to claim it.

You harmonize with the natural elegance of the Universe. You honor the beauty everyone creates within the artistic expressions of life.

You are one with those who are chosen to feel information you receive from sacred sources in conscious and illuminated ways. You are

empowered by others who are also here to create accomplishment and fulfillment. You are also empowered by compromising, being practical and by being socially astute, which assists you in manifesting your personal and social goals.

My Biography

Credentials

My Biography (German Short Style)

  • I, Karin Ingrid Hantzsch, was born on January 1st of 1947 in the small town of Nerchau in East Germany. (The German Democratic Republic was founded two years later., in 1949)
  • I was the second of five children. My father, Werner Hantzsch, was a factory worker. My mother, Elfriede Hantzsch, a housewife.
  • In 1953 I started school at age six at the Ten-class Poly-technic School in Nerchau.
  • In 1963 I graduated from school.
  • From 1963 – 1965 I went to a Secretary Training school. After graduating I worked for one year as a Secretary in the same factory where my father worked, in a neighboring town.
  • From 1966 – 1968 I got the chance to work in the capital Berlin as a Secretary in the headquarters of the socialist youth organization, Free German Youth.
  • In 1968 I found employment as a Dramaturgy Secretary at the art publishing house “Henschel Verlag Berlin”.
  • November 1969:Marriage to the composer and pianist Peter Dorn.
  • 1971 – 1974: Personal Secretary of the Administration Director of the United Museums of Berlin (East).
  • June 1973: Divorce from my husband Peter Dorn.
  • June 1974: I escaped, together with my ex-husband, in the trunk of a car, from the German Democratic Republic to West Germany, on the transit road to the city of Hamburg.
  • 1974 – 1975: Personal Secretary of the Administration Director of the Opera House Hamburg.
  • 1976: Several temporary jobs in social facilities.
  • 1976 – 1979: Three-year course study as a educator/socialworker at the Social College in Hamburg.
  • 1978: I received my driver’s license.
  • August 1979: Marriage to Matthias Stave, a carpenter and restaurateur of antique furniture.
  • 1979: After graduating from college I moved together with my husband to the village of Hedwigenkoog on the North Sea coast with the goal of starting an alternative private children’s home.
  • 1979 – 1981: Remodeling of an old village school into a children’s home.
  • 1981: Opening of a private children’s home, Kinderhaus Hedwigenkoog, and running it together with my husband for two years.
  • November 1982: Closing of our children’s home due to bankruptsy.
  • February 1983: Separation from my husband; moving back to Hamburg. Unemployment for one year.
  • 1984: Divorce from my husband.
  • 1984-1985: Employment as an Educator for mentally ill patients in a mental institution for 1.5 years.
  • 1986 – 1988: Employment as an Educator/Socialworker in a homeless shelter.
  • 1989: Unemployment for one year. Starting my crystal and mineral collection and pursuing a career as a Crystal Healer.
  • 1989: Starting to learn English at age 42.
  • 1989: Four-months visit and study at the spiritual Findhorn Community in Scotland.
  • February 1990: Visiting America for a one-year stay with a San Diego host family as their nanny and housekeeper.
  • April 1990: Meeting my future husband, James Patrick Lacy.
  • February 1991: Going back to Hamburg, Germany, with the intent of selling my household belongings for $10,000 and to return to America.
  • April 1991: Return to San Diego, California. Renting a house with my fiance Jim Lacy.
  • August 1991: Marriage to James Patrick Lacy, a Kung Fu Grandmaster.
  • September 1991: Career as an Entrepreneur. Starting together with my husband a martial arts home study business in San Diego, which we put in my name.
  • September 1994: Moving to Jacumba, San Diego county, near the Mexican border; buying a trailer home on 2.5 acres; running our mail order business from our home.
  • 1995: Enrolling in Abraham’s (channeled through Esther Hicks) weekly audio home study program as a Student of the Science of Deliberate Creation.
  • Spring 1997: Receiving from my inner guidance the granting of permission to start my life’s mission and to call myself a Lightworker for America.
  • November 1998: Going online and joining and exploring the global Lightworker arena.
  • January 2000: Launching of my own domain name website under my Internet signature KarinLLightworker.com.
  • August 2004: Completing my first book project.
  • February 2005: Acquiring a doctor’s permit for using Medical Marijuana as treatment for depression and other ascension symptoms.
  • December 2005: Leaving my husband.
  • December 2005: Being on my own at age 59, starting to live authentic as a Lightworker, with no money, no car, no job, no friends.
  • December 2005: I landed at the Ashram in Sonoma, CA and was allowed to stay there for five month of healing time.
  • May 2006: Moving to Garberville/Humboldt County for the writing of my next book, called “Potty Training for Indigo Children” – Cannabis/Marijuana/Hemp for Medicine, Enlightenment and Abundant Resources.
  • March 2007: Self-publishing “Potty Training for Indigo Children” as a pdf file on my website.
  • May 2007: I became a U.S. Citizen on May 6th 2007 in San Francisco.
  • June 2007: Moving to Chico, CA, renting an apartment.
  • December 2007: Divorce from my husband.
  • December 2007: Applying for SSI and food stamps.
  • February 2008: Approval for SSI income.
  • April 2009: Moving into a better Chico neighborhood, renting a cottage.
  • Fall 2009: Working on my next book project, called “Washing My Potatoes” which is about documenting my life experience as a Lightworker for America.
  • November 2010: I received inner callings to move to Mount Shasta in Northern California.
  • December 2012: I experienced the great Shift of December 21st of 2012 in Mount Shasta that indicated the end of the Mayan calendar. However, life in Mount Shasta was more expensive than in other places. I lived there for 4.5 years.
  • January 2015: My ex-husband Jim Lacy suddenly died, close to age 65, in his home in Jacumba, CA. We had been very close and were in daily email contact.
  • May 2015: I moved to Yreka, 40 miles North of Mount Shasta. It turned out, it was a bad area for me and I received much rejection and harassment in this town.
  • October 2016: I moved to Ashland, Southern Oregon, for a ten week stay in a house.
  • December 2016: I moved to Phoenix OR, for another ten weeks, where I rented a tiny room in a dilapidated, 100-year old farmhouse. I lived there through my 70th birthday. Not a good memory!
  • February 2017: I rented a studio in Medford, OR, where I lived under substandard conditions for two years.
  • May2019: I moved to Eugene, 3 hrs North, where I rented a small room in a nice house. The landlord also rented the third bedroom to a woman. He went through personal problems due to divorce from his separated wife. After 7 months he asked both of us to find another place and move.
  • November 2019: I rented a 1-bedroom apartment in a small low-income senior housing complex in Oakridge, 40 miles South of Eugene.
  • Spring 2019: The corona virus pandemic started. I was a volunteer at the local food bank in Oakridge for 1 ½ years during covid.
  • July 2020: Revamping my twenty-year old website.
  • August 2021: Moving to Springfield, OR, 45 minutes from Oakridge, into a low-quality 1-bedroom apartment, as a landing place while waiting to get into a better place in Eugene.
  • September 2022: Self-publishing of my book “Potty Training for Indigo Children” – Cannabis, Marijuana, Hemp – For Medicine, Enlightenment and Abundant Resources for the 21st Century – which is now available on amazon,
  • November 2022: Moving to Sorgenfri, Eugene, a low-income, but nice senior complex in Eugene, Oregon. Outside my bedroom wall was a bank of four smartmeters which affected me negatively since I am hyper-sensitive to EMF radiation. I applied for an end unit and had to see a doctor to fill out a form.
  • July 2023: Moving into an end unit apartment at Sorgenfri, away from the smartmeters.
  • October 2023: Self-publishing of my second book, “Washing My Potatoes” – Documenting my Life Experience as a Lightworker”. It is available on amazon.
  • October 18 – October 26, 2023: Trip to Sedona, Arizona, for a Breatharian Initiation workshop.
  • October 2023 – September 2024. Living for eleven months on a diet of diluted fruit juices and vegetable juices.
  • September 2024: Living on solid fruit/vegetables.
  • October – December 2024: Writing of my next Open Letter project.

Books

Now available on amazon as a Kindle ebook and as a print book. Please scroll down.

Table of Contents

Introduction
         How this Book Came About.

         Chapter 1
         Reasons for taking Drugs. There will be a Drug Problem until Society is ready to
         improve the Living Conditions of all People.

         Chapter 2
         Why Drugs are like Fads – they come and go. Cigarettes are out among the young
         Generation, but the mind-opening Marijuana is in. Sharing my own Experiences with
         Tobacco and Marijuana.

         Chapter 3
         Review of “Kids in the Syndrome Mix of ADHD, LD, Asperger’s, Tourette’s,
         Bipolar and More!” The One-Stop Guide for Parents, Teachers, and Other
         Professionals, by Martin L. Kutscher, MD.

         Chapter 4
         The Emergence of the Indigo Children. Listing of their Traits.

         Chapter 5
         Listing of the wide-spread “Ascension Symptoms” among Indigo Children
         and Adult Indigos.

         Chapter 6
         Treatment of the “Ascension Symptoms”. Sharing my own Experiences.

         Chapter 7
         Take off your Blindfolds and see!

         Chapter 8
         Utilizing Medical Marijuana as a Tool in transitioning through these difficult
         Times of the Shift. Using Marijuana to connect with your Inner Guidance.
         Sharing my own Experiences. Abraham in a Nutshell.

         Chapter 9
         What the non-physical Teacher Abraham says about Marijuana and the War on Drugs
         My Advice for Suicidal Adolescent Indigo Children.

         Chapter 11
         Becoming an Allower

         Chapter 12
         Choose between Follower and Deliberate Creator. Follow the 11 Rules of “Bill
         Gates’ Message on Life to High School Students” or Choose to become the
         Deliberate Creator of your own Life Experience. 11 Guidelines for awakening Indigo
         Children.

         Chapter 13
         Information from the Internet about the History and the many Uses of Cannabis,
         Marijuana, and Hemp. Cannabis/Hemp in History and Religion. Pot-Smoking Founding
         Fathers. What Madame Blavatsky concluded about Cannabis. The Cannabinoid
         Receptors. Hemp Seed for Food. Cannabis/Marijuana in the past and present U.S.A.

         Chapter 14
         Those who control our Energy control our Society.

         Chapter 15
         The Emerging Great Grassroots Movement. Self-Sustaining Communities grow their
         own Food, their own Medicine, their Recreational Drugs, their Fuel, Clothing, etc.
         The Grassroots Movement is happening. Join the Hemp Renaissance.

         Chapter 16
         The War on Drugs. The U.S. using Drug Money to fund covert Operations.

         Chapter 17
         Sharing my Experiences of Living in an Area of Border Smuggling. Being a Medical
         Marijuana User with a Doctor’s Recommendation. Wanting to make a Difference in
         the Back County with “Karin’s Compassionate Cannabis Club”.

         Chapter 18
         Punishment is Evil-Doing under the Guise of Goodness

Chapter 19
         The Fourth and Fifth Amendment. Brief Review of “Marijuana — Your Legal
         Rights” by Attorney Richard Jay Moller. Supervisors trying to invalidate
         Medical Marijuana. What I learned about Ditch Weed. The Compassion Aspect.

         Chapter 20
         Learning to grow your own Medicine.

         Chapter 21
         The Science of Co-Creation with Nature. Learning to work with Nature Spirits and
         the Feminine Energies of the Cannabis Plant.

         Chapter 22
         Open Letter to San Diego Council Woman Donna Frye.

         Appendix


         Bonus Page
         “Scientific Explanation of Hell”


Please read what Jerry and Esther Hicks said about my book.




“Potty Training For Indigo Children” is now available on amazon as a Kindle ebook and as a print book. Here is the link:

My Personal Declaration of Sovereignty

KarinLLightworker

My Personal Declaration of Sovereignty

January 2014

My conscious process of awakening began thirty years ago. Since then I intentionally and deliberately followed my path of gaining ever greater awareness of self and to increase my Love-Light Quotient.
I feel the time is right to formulate my own personal Declaration of Sovereignty to a guiding Light for living in the New Earth of fifth-dimensional frequency. I want to share it with others who are also creating a new paradigm of living in Unity Consciousness on Earth.

As an awakened human I am informed about the existence of the Galactic Confederation and its Galactic Codex that regulates all relationships between beings of Light and the Dark Forces. The Galactic Codex represents the ethical basis for all actions of the Galactic Confederation. The Galactic Codex is violated on Earth by the Dark Forces who have been taking the global population hostage to hinder the progress of the Forces of Light towards a harmonious galactic and cosmic society.

The Galactic Codex states each individual’s unconditional right to positive life experience, abundance, and well-being. It also states the right of each individual to all information that one may need in order to understand ones role in the Universe, greater perspective of evolution and all other pieces one may need for ones decisions, growth and well-being.

Unconditional positive life experience of every sentient being in this liberated Universe is guaranteed through the inner connection of every living being with the Source.
I accept the Galactic Codex through my choice of free will, for it reflects my inner truth.

The intention of my personal Declaration of Sovereignty is – to contribute in creating clear and sacred space for the birth of a new freedom for all on our home planet Earth. We the human family have reached the completion of the cycle of the Dark Age within third dimensional density. We are now awakening and ascending into the fifth dimension.

Since we first came to this Earth, our cosmic rulers have put us under the domination and limitation of unseen bargaining agreements, contracts, and other forms of suppression. These range from the birth certificate itself – which is actually a financial instrument of energy harvesting that limits free will – to the system of currency dictated by the global ruling elite and its government law.

As an awakened human I now know that these agreements and contracts are actually entirely optional and I now nullify them by my simple statement: “ I am sovereign and without my will this system of reality does not exist. I did NOT agree to this and DO NOT agree any longer.”
I am a Sovereign and no longer abide by the agreements I were required to make when I incarnated on this planet, for they limit my ability to make sovereign choices.

It is my intent as a member of the human family to completely free myself of any agreements, influences, or pressures that restrict me in following my highest excitement of living as a divine being on Earth.
I declare myself free from the limitations of the past, that is, any pre-incarnational agreements or contracts, structures of governance, and patterns of past conditioning are now null and void.

I hereby call forth the proper etheric court of equity to hear my decree of contract removal.

I hereby revoke all hidden contracts, past, present, and future, in all dimensions that affect me.
I revoke all contracts with etheric Artificial Intelligences that use sacred geometry satellite broadcasting systems as a means of psychic monitoring and influencing the human population through the global media networking.

I revoke, remove and dissolve all spiritual contracts that I have with the banking system.

I revoke all fine print within all of my soul contracts, past, present, and future, which deal with any banking system as a 3D-Matrix debt collection or energy harvesting system.

Revocation of Government: I revoke all spiritual contracts with every branch of government, for all of my past, present and future lives. I revoke all inserted fine print in my soul contracts.

I revoke all spiritual contracts hidden within our government’s ‘exchange for value’ -systems.

I hereby revoke all spiritual contracts that enable the government to dominate and control the population. I do not consent to the use of sacred geometry cities, infrastructure, linguistics or artwork for the purpose of domination and control.

My freedom increases with the use of my free will at all times.
I am here to help to promote unity consciousness among all sentient beings.

It is my free will choice to be known only as a Universal Citizen of the Multiverse. We humans are divine multidimensional beings, our essence is Love. We are bound only by the governing principles of the Singular Universal Creator. We live in harmony with the Law of Love and Service to the All.

And so it is.
I Am Karin Lacy

Below is the video with my spoken Declaration of Sovereignty, 10 min   https://www.youtube.com/channel/UChkqo90Jnn-92sC96d-3uGQ

Who Wants to be Mayor of a Small Town?

Who Wants to be Mayor of a Small Town?

1-25-2020

Hi, my name is Karin Lacy. I’m a Lightworker of the First Wave.

Part of my mission is to be an ambassador for Ubuntu-Contributionism, helping to spread the vision of the book “Ubuntu-Contributionism – a Blueprint for Human Prosperity”, developed by author Michael Tellinger, as well as to promote the establishment of an Ubuntu based community.

In South African languages the word “Ubuntu” means practicing humanity towards others. It also represents the belief in a universal bond of sharing that connects all of mankind. In more practical terms it refers to behaving in ways that benefit the community.

Two years ago I wrote a 3-page pamphlet called “Call to the Mayors of All Small Towns” which I spread throughout the blogosphere.

Last year, when I read that 18-year old Ben Simons of Yoncalla, Oregon, (population about 1,000) got elected as the youngest mayor in the United States, I sent him my ”Call to the Mayors of All Small Towns”. I introduced him to the Ubuntu-Contributionism paradigm and offered to move there to support him as a volunteer for 1 – 2 years.

Alas, I didn’t get any response.

A New Dawn for Humanity

Many wonder what went wrong in our world. Everything is in turmoil, everything is breaking down. Many call for the governments to restore the old order. Yet, this cannot happen. The collapse of the old structures is inevitable and necessary. All is in divine order. We are entering a new cycle on Earth.

As the human civilization we have left behind the 2,000-year cycle of the Piscean Age, also known as the Dark Age. This era of perpetuating war on Earth brought suffering for the masses, and more wealth for the global elite.

We are at the dawn of a new cycle, known as the Aquarian Age or Golden Age, prophesied as the Age of Peace and Community Building.

Michael Tellinger developed a vision of a new paradigm of living on Earth within the frequency range of the fifth dimension, called Ubuntu-Contributionism. This higher level of existence requires living from the heart and being connected to Source, thus money becomes obsolete.

Creating Unity in Community

For decades I’ve been looking to find my tribe of like-minded people to start a grassroots community project together by buying a piece of land and start living in a new and higher way of support for each other. So far, without success.

A friend of mine bought a piece of land in Northern California with the goal to create a Buddhist Retreat, under the legal status of a church. He paid the land off, but it has no well and no buildings. He put up a couple of RV trailers, freight containers for storage, solar panels, and storage tanks for rainwater harvesting.

The local authorities keep an eye on him through their “compliance officers”. Without any infrastructure in place he is only allowed to spend one month per year of camping on his own property. He is presently working as a professional plumber in Northern Oregon to save up for the installment of the septic system which he said will cost between $10,000 and $15,000. Additionally, health department paperwork will cost $1,700 – $1,800. After that he will be tackling to get a well, which is $7,000 – $12,000.

Before he can start buying materials for building a small temple and small cottages for a few people to stay at the retreat he will need to come up with the money for building permits. When he talks about the obstacles he is facing along the way, I wonder how long he will have to stay in the trailers.

I mention this because the buying of a piece of land and starting from scratch is the hard and arduous way of manifesting ones vision of a community. I too believed this is the way to fulfill ones dream, if you have no inheritance or other financial resources.

When Michael Tellinger came out with his model of transforming existing small towns into communities of higher consciousness I agreed that this is a much more desirable solution. In existing towns everything is already there, the infrastructure is in place. The standard of living has been established, oftentimes many decades ago. Thousands of small rural towns exist in that way.

Michael Tellinger came up with the word Contributionism, meaning that all who want to participate in this community model, choose to contribute by giving our heart, our physical labor and our commitment.

Representatives of the Aquarian Age

Striving to become the mayor and establishing a core group of like-minded, conscious council members puts us in positions of self-empowerment and empowering others. It means we are not the victims of the local government representatives who make a living by milking us for money with hefty fees at every turn as it appears in the case of my friend with the vision of a Buddhist Retreat.

Ideally, young people should step in the role of mayors. Dear reader; if you want to become a mayor you should be an outgoing, charismatic personality for you will be the face and the voice of the community. You must be a people person, embodying leadership qualities. You must be knowledgeable, passionate and enthusiastic about implementing the Ubuntu-Contributionism paradigm in your small town.

There is an intrepid Millennial, Travis Duncan, who is running for mayor of Austin, the capital of Texas, whose goal is implementing the Ubuntu-Contributionism paradigm in this city of nearly 1 million people. For your inspiration you can watch on youtube interviews with him and Michael Tellinger. To overcome the calcified structures of power and control in a small town is one thing, but to face its amplifications in a huge city is a challenge of great proportions.

I myself did not want to become a mayor. I’m a background person. I’ve been living outside of the Matrix System for a long time, as much as is possible. I don’t go to the committees. I’ve lived in many cities and towns but never long enough to know the local movers and shakers. I never was a participant, I don’t go to elections to give my voice away.

But I want to be part of the core group supporting the mayor in every way I can.

We will be no religion and no political party; we can’t be labeled communists or socialists. We see ourselves as representatives of the New Earth. We are united by the desire to live in a new way on Earth. What bonds us together is a deep desire to live in harmony with our Mother Earth and our love for humanity.

We are no cult, but we follow the book “Ubuntu-Contributionism – a Blueprint for Human Prosperity”, as laid out by Michael Tellinger. He already summed it all up, many years ago, we could not say it any better.

We all will agree to follow Natural Law, which simply means not to harm any other sentient kind. We don’t need authorities, police, lawyers, etc. to tell us what to think, what to do and how to behave. We live from the heart, meaning we are guided from within.

Those of us who are by age parents, grandparents, and great grandparents are dedicated to serve the first generation of the New Millennium, for they inherit the Earth. They are the stewards of the New Earth. They were not born to continue the old ways for another round. Many of these youngsters are fully awake. They cannot be manipulated and brainwashed into following a government of domination and control. They cannot be forced to become the next generation of wage slaves. They know who they are and they are not willing to go to war to be sacrificed as soldiers.

Moving to Oakridge, Oregon

Meanwhile, I moved to the small town of Oakridge in Oregon, population 3,200. I love my nice apartment, the small and stress-free town, the friendly people, the mild climate, and the surrounding pure Nature of forests and rivers.

I learned that there are many educated seniors from California and other states who bought retirement homes in this area to live a stress-free healthy lifestyle, away from the big cities. Many are of higher consciousness, who stepped outside of the mainstream. They are open-minded towards alternative living.

When I talked to local residents in Oakridge they told me that within the last two years about ten small businesses went bankrupt or gave up their businesses because they couldn’t survive financially in this small town.

I know what that entails in real life. I was a business woman for almost fifteen years, when my husband and I had a home-study martial arts business together. It enabled us to live on 2.5 acres in beautiful Southern California and work from our home. We thought we had fulfilled the American dream of being in charge of our lives as our own boss.

It turned out that life was a constant struggle for survival. It mostly was about paying the bills. To get the money together for the mortgage took half the month, then the car payment and the rest of the bills. Once the bills were paid, it started all over again for the next month.

I’m telling this because I know from own experience what it means to start and sustain a small business. You invest everything, you have no lifestyle of 40-hour-a-week working.. The business is like a child, it always comes first. To take a day off was a rare occasion.

These ten small local businesses in Oakridge who couldn’t make it any longer very likely experienced a similar fate. They may even see themselves as failures. The truth is that the economic system is set up that only few will survive. In many cases, for example a disease of a family member who can’t participate anymore or needs care, can mean not only the end of the small business, but a mount of debt, unemployment, and the strain of relationships.

In the Ubuntu model the ruin of a business is not possible. If you study Ubuntu-Contributionism you will learn that we cannot fail. Should we be able to create a core group for the manifesting of a Ubuntu model in Oakridge, we would contact all of these former small businesses and invite them to join us. Those people who start small businesses on their own are the “Cultural Creatives”, the entrepreneurs, the ones who want to live outside the box.

Becoming a Mayor of a Small Town

Dear reader; If you are looking for your mission in life and have what it takes, consider running for mayor of your town. Or, if you read this article on the blogosphere and are independent and flexible you may ponder running for mayor of Oakridge.

Read my 3-page pamphlet “Call to the Mayors of All Small Towns” that I wrote two years ago in which I sum up the Ubuntu model according to Michael Tellinger’s design.

Of course, it would be a blessing if the present mayor, town manager, city council and sheriff were in agreement and fully supportive of the mission to rejuvenate our town. It means we all could start rolling up our sleeves and begin by implementing free electricity to become a self-sufficient town.

As a potential mayor who wants to implement the vision of the “One Small Town Can Change The World”-model you will have to gather a team from among the council and other locals. If you are seriously interested, here is the homework of the Action Plan that Michael Tellinger laid out:

*Read Michael’s letter to the Mayor

*Read the “One Small Town” Manifesto

*Read the bullet-point implementation

*Start a meet-up group – regular meetings to plan the way forward

*Share your knowledge with all other young people

*Become the seed of consciousness in your circle of friends

*Run for Mayor

*Read the Ubuntu-Contributionism book

*Watch the One-small-town Video

*Join the Ubuntu movement online

I want to emphasize here only one aspect of Michael Tellinger’s “Bullet-point implementation”: the installation of our own electricity supply – the foundation of our plan. Excerpt:

“UBUNTU PLANET has a unique agreement with a German/USA technology partner with highly advanced technology to generate clean, environmentally friendly, non-toxic and non-polluting electricity. We can install any size generator that we require. From 2 Mw to 200Mw. Installation period is between 6-12 months.

In Addition: This installation will process all sewage, converting it to clean structured and energized water, and clean non-toxic compost that can be used in our agriculture or sold on the open market.

Furthermore: Our energy technology has the capacity to clean up rivers, dams and any other polluted areas and convert seawater to clean drinking water. This is particularly important for coastal towns and communities.

Toxic Waste: Our energy technology can also be used to discard and neutralize toxic waste and other hazardous materials from mines and hospitals. This presents a very lucrative income opportunity for the municipality/community.

Cost of installing the generator: The generator will be installed at NO COST to the municipality as long as the municipality, Mayor and Council agree to the basic implementation points of the ONE SMALL TOWN strategy.

The value of the generator can range between $5 million – $30 million – based on the size required. All the initial cost of inspection/analysis and planning, by our energy partner, will be funded by private investors, who have already expressed interest to do so… Our own electricity supply will provide the foundation for the launch of any kind of industrial or business activity and an immediate benefit to those who participate in the community projects.” (End of excerpt)

Michael Tellinger announced that he will personally get involved and arrange with the mentioned partners/investors to deliver this source of free energy to any small town who wants to implement the Ubuntu-Contributionism model.

I learned that in February 2019 Oakridge had a power outage for 4 days due to heavy snow storm; some residents in the outskirts of Oakridge had to live without electricity for 2 and ½ weeks.

In summary, those who own the source of electricity have power over the people. In our model each “one small town”- project will be provided with free energy for the whole town, that is, the community will be taking control of the local energy grid and become energy self-sufficient. This will support all our activities and liberate the town from reliance on the electricity grid. Every town must have its own supply of free electricity.

Adopt a small town

Dear reader; Even if you don’t want to become a mayor, but want to be part of the One-Small-Town movement, consider moving to Oakridge in order to be part of the core group supporting the mayor.

In this pamphlet I am addressing those of the mayors of small towns who are not satisfied with their role as a community leader perpetuating the authoritarian paradigm of domination and control, as dictated from the government down to the local communities micro management level.

As we move through these monumental shifts of transformation everybody will have to choose whether they want to be part of the problem or part of the solution.

The New Earth of fifth dimensional frequency will not be declared through government law. The governments have been installed as a control method of the human slave race.We have been kept in a state of amnesia and have been living blindfolded, so to speak. Now is the time of awakening.

Living in a community of like-minded people who are guided from their heart’s higher and unified perspective is what we envision as Heaven on Earth. It is the revolution of consciousness in action, creating a new vibrational reality.

As I said two years ago in my “Call to the Mayors of All Small Towns” I am offering my page on Patreon.com/KarinLacy as the platform where we could communicate and build our core group. Additionally, my goal is to start a physical meet-up group in Oakridge to gather the support group for the mayor. We strive to be the seeds of consciousness in our community.

In Service –

Karin Lacy

Creating “Bubbles of Heaven”

Creating Bubbles of Heaven – or Playing the Glass Bead Game

By Karin Lacy

March 2019

Hi, dear Ground Crew;

We all are being challenged to think differently. The world is not going to change itself without our involvement. We each wanted to be here on planet Earth to experience this crucial time of ascension, of raising our vibration and consciousness.

If we ourselves, each one of us, do not start manifesting the life we want to live – then others will create for us, and we’ll be repeating history for another round.

We know that the Matrix is an energy feeding technology. It is now high time that we stop feeding the beast, instead we must starve the beast. It is now high time that we focus on gathering our soul families and create “Bubbles of Heaven” and “Isles of Light”.

I’d like to share my favorite vision of living in communities of Sovereigns in the New Earth.

For years I have been envisioning the New Earth of fifth-dimensional frequency and how we will live as Sovereign Human Creators in small communities. This higher level of existence requires living from the heart and being connected to Source, thus money becomes obsolete. In the realm of 5D the frequency of Unconditional Love permeates everything. Love is the language, the currency, and the law. The New Earth is about Gift Economy.

Years ago I read the eye-opener “Ubuntu-Contributionism – A Blueprint For Human Prosperity” by Michael Tellinger. He is one of the major whistleblowers dedicated to spreading the truth of our parasitic and predatory system of money. He describes how money was introduced to the human race as a means of enslavement and harvesting of human energy.

I personally understand the emerging Ubuntu movement as a means of transcending the Matrix Control System.

Since 2006 I have been deliberately living outside the Matrix, as much as is possible. I have only four bills per month to pay. It’s a frugal and limiting life, for you cannot thrive while living under the radar. Yet, what counts is that I am able to fulfill my Lightworker mission.

Dear reader; if you wish, count in your mind your monthly bills. Each one tells you how much you fuel the Matrix with your energy and money. If you participate in elections and give your voice/vote to a political leader/party then you are voluntarily part of the system of domination and control and you agree to it on some level. And if watching television is your main leisure activity ask yourself to which degree you are being indoctrinated by the American MKUltra (MindKontrolUltra) culture.

However, not all is lost! The time of awakening is upon us! Once we awaken to the greater truth of who we are and that we originate from outside the Matrix, we can choose to stop our participation and exit the system. We can decide to play by a different set of rules as Sovereign Human Creators. It is time that we gather as soul families and create Bubbles of Heaven, Isles of Light, Ubuntu communities, and others.

A year ago I wrote a 4-part vision statement of a new community. I’d like to share here Part 3 of it:

Part 3: Playing the Glass Bead Game in Celebration of Ubuntu-Contributionism

I felt inspired to lay out a short vision statement for a small-town community where we consciously manifest the New Earth of Fifth Dimension. I envision a community immersed in playing the “Glass Bead Game” as described in the book by Hermann Hesse.

We will create a framework by founding a Sacred Society, called Castalia. as in the novel, whose members are the players of the Glass Bead Game. We will utilize the Glass Bead Game as a paradigm for celebrating life in the New Earth. Of course it will be a society that functions without money.

It is for those who are ready to exit the Matrix Control System and strive to become Sovereigns, meaning fully self-empowered human creators.

What is the Glass Bead Game? It cannot be described directly, it can only be paraphrased, for it is a Game of Consciousness. It could be said the Glass Bead Game is a metaphor for consciously playing the game of life, of living in a new way, of striving for excellence, of living as Sovereign Creators on Earth.

Introducing the book “The Glass Bead Game” by Hermann Hesse

When I was 23, my then-husband gifted me with the novel “The Glass Bead Game” (Das Glasperlenspiel) by Hermann Hesse. I found it deeply inspiring. We spent years fantasizing about this Utopian Glass Bead Game. And in doing so we were playing the game. (We had no television back then in East Germany.) My husband was a composer and pianist, and loved drawing endless connections between music and mathematics. My passion at that time was writing poetry and indulging in reading poetry throughout the epochs.

In The Glass Bead Game, for which Hermann Hesse won the Peace Nobel prize for literature in 1946, he formalizes an ideal of a high civilization in his fictional, futuristic town of Castalia. In a monastic setting, for males only, painstakingly trained and socially reclusive scholars uphold an age-old tradition of playing what is known as the “Glass Bead Game,” the most prestigious demonstration of their ability to draw cultural and symbolic connections among various disciplines – music, art, philosophy, history, science, symbolism and all other forms of study that one might find in an university curriculum. In competing annually in the Glass Bead Game, the town of Castalia coalesces all of the disciplines into one expression of mastery that unifies the wisdom of broader human civilization. Players of the game become initiates in a mystery, versed in complex symbolism they have spent their lives working tirelessly to master.

Dictionary meaning of ‘Castalia’

In Greek mythology Castalia was a water nymph whom Apollo transformed into a fountain. Castalia could inspire the genius of poetry to those who drank her waters or listened to their quiet sound. Apollo consecrated Castalia to the Muses.

The 20th century German novelist Hermann Hesse used Castalia as inspiration for the name of the futuristic fictional Utopia in his 1943 magnum opus, The Glass Bead Game. Castalia is home to an austere order of intellectuals with a twofold mission: to run boarding schools for boys, and to nurture and play the Glass Bead Game.

Hermann Hesse never provided any directions of how to actually play the game, therefore preserving the concept of mystery about the game itself as its own fictional symbol. He called the Glass Bead Game an “eternal idea” that demonstrated the intelligence found in the entire cosmos.

As Hesse describes:

The Glass Bead Game is the marriage of passion with tight structure in the field of ideas — specifically including verbal, pictorial, and musical ideas. The game pieces are called glass beads, they span an endless variety of disciplines. The game is an abstract synthesis of all arts and sciences. It proceeds by players making deep connections between seemingly unrelated topics. It is “a kind of synthesis of human learning” in which themes, such as a musical phrase or a philosophical thought, are stated. As the game progresses, associations between the themes become deeper and more varied. The game uses artistic forms, and eventually cultural symbols.

The Glass Bead Game echoes and pays tribute to all of the prior cultures that also attempted to harmonize the various influences on human knowledge to explain the mysteries of the interconnected earthly and spiritual realm.

Playing the Glass Bead Game in a modern-day Castalia

In our Castalia all sovereign creators are equal. We are now living in the information age. We appreciate the blessings of the Internet. We have personal computers, any information is at our fingertips. We can instantly communicate with the whole world.

We can play the Glass Bead Game any way we wish, there are no limitations. In comparison to the novel we are now more advanced; we are consciously playing multi-dimensionally, we quantum-leap and jump timelines. We can open portals and stargates, we can enter parallel realities and incarnations.

We can play the Glass Bead Game individually or in groups, or we can be many in the design of a Glass Bead Game. We are also a Community Happening, a living, breathing art form in forward motion. Like in the novel we could establish an annual Glass Bead Game competition in our Castalia, where people come from far and wide.

Once we have a physical location for our community, we will create a curriculum for Castalia.

In our community of Castalia we follow Natural Law which in essence says: do not harm any other sentient kind.

As sovereign human beings we live by the Galactic Codex.

The appointing of a Spiritual Council of 13 Elders is essential. The Elders can be of any age group, but must embody “wise humans of integrity”. This council will serve as the foundation upon which our community of Castalia rests and evolves.

“…Part of our community work of Castalia will be the rehabilitation and re-integration of Cabal members. We offer those who are responsible for humanity’s suffering opportunities of “giving back to society. …We will let the families of these war criminals stay there in designated areas, for it gives them an opportunity to interact with us, not as slaves anymore, but as Sovereign Human Beings. This way the Haves and the Have-nots are being prompted to connect and communicate with each other in a new way as equals – toward reaching Unity Consciousness on Earth.

Other new community projects may also want to become stewards of these large estates and turn them into thriving communities.

We are the meek who inherit the Earth. We are the stewards for the New Earth of fifth dimensional frequency; we finally free ourselves from the yoke of money.” (End of Part 3)

Conclusion

Dear Ground Crew friends; How do you envision your life after the Event Flash? If I would be given the choice, I would love to leave the surface and explore Agartha, below our feet. But if my service mission must still continue I would want to co-create with others a “Bubble of Heaven” community.

Are there any passionate community fans out there who would want to be future residents of the Sacred Society of Castalia and co-creators of the Glass Bead Game? Our objective as the core group will be to develop a curriculum for Castalia.

To those who are seriously interested I offer my page on Patreon as the interaction platform.

In Unity and Resonance,

Karin Lacy, Lightworker

Hitting the Ceiling of the Third Dimension

“Hitting the Ceiling of the Third Dimension” – Pamphlet about the War on Terrorism

by KarinLLightworker

September 11, 2018
Dear Readers;
I wrote my below pamphlet “Hitting the Ceiling of the Third Dimension” three months after 9/11, seventeen years ago. It documents my experience of the event and demonstrates where I stood in my process of awakening. My husband and I watched in the morning the second airplane hitting the second tower. I believed everything that I saw on TV.

Ten years earlier I had come as a German immigrant to America. Having grown up in East Germany I was very familiar with Propaganda. Therefore, to me the most shocking part about the 9/11 events was the war cry of the American people for retaliation, punishment, and revenge that followed. I found the brainwashing of the people was blatantly obvious.
At this time I was an avid student of the non-physical teacher Abraham-Hicks. Abraham kept emphasizing that in the overall scheme the events of 9/11 are nothing but a little pimple that popped. Merely a glitch on the screen of our evolution. We should not go mentally back and dwell on it, for what you focus upon you’ll get more of. When people wanted to learn more about 9/11 Abraham said they/he perceive that the workshop participants are more interested in how to improve their personal life, mostly in relation to the big three: health, money, relationships.
However, I needed to come to terms for myself and formulate what I thought was the solution.
Seventeen years ago I believed that the politicians as the decision makers at the highest level have our best interest in mind. I thought these spiritually bereft people just don’t know any better. In their thinking the solution for our increasing problems is to return to where it was before. To restore the old order by applying “tough love” strategies.
While my pamphlet has many valid points I basically had no clue about the bigger picture reality. Surely, the balancing of the male/female energies would bring peace and harmony in our dimension. Back then I was not aware that the male domination/female suppression is created by design by our off-world rulers who use a breakaway civilization to perform as the global elite, disguised as our leaders and controllers.
But when one whistleblower after the other announced their research and conclusion that 9/11 was an inside job, I became aware of the greater reality that dominates and programs our designed reality.
When Homeland Security took over where we lived in Southern California, close to the Mexican border, within a couple years the fear factor of life was much worse than in the East German police state in which I grew up.
Dear Reader, may you reflect for yourself what your position was seventeen years ago in regards to 9/11 and where you stand today. We all have come far in our awakening. We must now reach out and assist all who are behind us. Everything we learned in the past seventeen years we now need to pass on to our brothers and sisters, in crash course manner.
Blessings, Karin Lacy, September 11, 2018

“Hitting the Ceiling of the Third Dimension” – Pamphlet about the War on Terrorism

January 2002

Dear Fellow Travelers;
My name is Karin Lacy; I am a Lightworker for America.
I would like to share my viewpoint about the present world situation from the perspective of our male dominator civilization, meaning the artificially created inequality of male and female humans. Throughout recorded history this has been the central theme of the human family, underlying all relationships.
And yet to this day our number one topic still remains largely unarticulated, because it is still hidden from most people’s awareness. I perceive the terrorist attacks of 9-11 as the beginning of the era of termination of this male override in the world.
For emphasis and greater clarity of this subject matter I will choose the words ‘male’ and ‘female’ throughout my pamphlet.
Ever since I read Riane Eisler’s eye-opener “The Chalice and the Blade” I have been receiving blocks of thought regarding the male dominion on planet Earth. Like Riane I too experienced three different variations of male dominator societies: I was born and grew up in the totalitarian German Democratic Republic. At age 27 I escaped to West Germany, the most dominating imperialistic nation in Europe, and at age 44 I came to America, which is globally seen as the superpower and bully of the world.

What is the bigger picture?
I perceive the terrorist attacks against America as a collective act on our Game Board or World Stage. Intended as a wakeup call they will stir up mass consciousness and open our hearts to the greater reality of our lives and move us all forward in our process of awakening.
I see a terrorist as a male human who has suppressed his divine feminine aspects to the degree of shutting down his heart chakra. Remember, the heart serves as the gateway to our divine source. A terrorist usually has gotten himself in the mindset of a religious fanatic. He is functioning mainly within the lower frequency range of emotions of hate, anger, fear, revenge, etc., until he becomes an embodiment of a short-circuited, self-destruct thinking human. He is like a living time bomb; believing in God’s heavenly reward for his heinous acts of terror and death glorification.
I learned on TV that the worst thing imaginable for one of the 9-11 terrorists is the presence of a pregnant woman at his funeral, meaning a female carrying new life within her. To me this clearly indicates that his heart connection has run dry. A terrorist obviously has no more reference points to life-sustaining female qualities expressed in caring, nurturing, love, appreciation, gratitude, etc. Extensive studies have been done, especially by Carl Gustav Jung, about Anima and Animus, the female and male components within the psyche of a human being. To me the hijacker’s last will speaks in volumes that his fear of the Anima or the feminine principle within him was the central theme of his life.

I have come to believe that every ongoing war, whether the war against crime, drugs, cancer, poverty, hunger, etc. can be traced back to the existing imbalance of males and females in our civilization.
It is my belief that today’s marriages fall apart because male and female humans innately know that they are equals in a close relationship. They don’t want to play the old gender roles anymore where “she” has to agree to rank herself of lesser value, to play “History” not “Herstory”, as the feminists say.
I also think that at this crucial time of transformation many humans are (unconsciously) choosing to be homosexual in order to break the old cycle or behavior pattern as determined thousands of years ago by male dominators who ruled under the guise of religion.

From their God-Self’s perspective gays and lesbians intended as one of their main goals for this lifetime to participate as co-creators in the re-balancing of the female and male energies on Earth.
The male short-circuit obviously can happen within females too, as in the recent case of the mother who drowned her five children. The story of the congressman with the missing intern showed the classic male dominator pattern of a power player or career politician “drinking wine and preaching water”.
And not to forget the teenage killers in the school shootings, those highly sensitive beings who rage out of powerlessness over the existing bully-way of power and control in our school institutions. In pushing against the system they get eaten up by hatred until they turn into a male dominator themselves, causing a bloodbath with their parents’ guns.
Terrorism truly can be seen as humankind’s cancer, attacking and eating its own organism from within. It is no coincidence that terrorism breeding cells flourish especially in Afghanistan, where the female half of the population has been forced by the males to live shadow lives behind walls as the total victim experience of a veiled female, with each male owning several of them.
I remember this TV documentation scene in the football stadium in Kabul with the male forcing the veiled female on the ground and executing her with his machine gun against her head. To me that is the ultimate act of mental aberration of a dominating male, for the faceless Female could be his own mother or his own daughter.
I have been following on TV the lesson that Afghanistan is teaching the world, the show piece of the pattern that has been going on for thousands of years on the planet as described in “The Chalice and the Blade”: Warlord-ruled tribes invading a country, pillage-rape-and-burn, slaying the males and older females, enslaving the young females, overlaying the religion with their rules of male supremacy, where killing is declared religious duty.

The Great Divide Unfolding
I also watched dumbfounded the unfolding of the whole tragedy and how easy Americans are to manipulate and that it took the power figures of government and media only ten days of non-stop fear conditioning until the President’s announcement of war.
To me it was the epitome of the Old World theme of “The many giving their power to the male leader”. I was astounded to watch an extraordinary woman like Hillary Clinton, absorbed in her position designed for a male power player, clapping to President Bush’s proclamation of war and advising America to follow his lead.
I’ve never seen anywhere an open amalgamation of state and church as in the United States where presidents finish their speeches with “God bless America”, meaning the male Christian God of the Bible. I heard the President as well as celebrity preachers during election campaign reminding the people “that we are all sinners”. With the President declaring the “War of Good against Evil” from a church pulpit he deliberately led us all deeply into religious waters.
Since the Bible is primarily concerned with moral rules of what is right and wrong, we are now the perfect counter part for the Islamic world with their Koran, which as well is about right and wrong, but seemingly vice versa. Both books are about religious laws that were made by male dominators who forced the female half of humanity — under the pretense of divine command — in a subservient role. This is the imbalance that has led us into the present “world problematique”!

Dear Reader, please reflect with me for a moment on the assumption that what we see globally unfolding now is an intensified scenario of how the Old World Game of segregation works. There is only “right and wrong”, only two choices are allowed: if you are not for us then you are against us. It comes down to: our right God against their wrong Allah; and vice versa. We call it the War of Good against Evil; they call it the Holy War. I see it as a bloody tug of war that could go on for another decade if neither side allows itself the question about what do the terror attacks mirror back to each culture involved? What is the message of the conflict?
In the male domain of warfare and militarism the males operate with “intelligence”, that is they deliberately respond as left-brain people determined by male logic, while discarding and excluding the right-brain qualities related to female intuition.

I watched in amazement the American people collectively handing over their personal power to the military leaders as the male protectors, which literally means an invitation for the police state. Being a foreigner I wonder whether the displaying of the American flag everywhere means “Yes” to the war?
Common sense tells us that war implies the continuation of attacks of terror and that the 3000 death of 9-11 and the destruction of 16 acres will be paid with probably millions more lives and the devastation of Afghanistan, the size of Texas. Watch out, America! It is a fine line between patriotism and nationalism! I think one doesn’t have to be a psychic to foresee that if America puts itself under military rule, it will lead to more violent acts of terror in maintaining our position of male dominion, while simultaneously it will lead to the suppression of the female life-giving qualities of caring, nurturing, appreciation, celebration, etc., abroad and at home.

Well, I am wondering what the youth is thinking about the sudden upside-down world of their parents and grand parents. To these precocious and wise youngsters our adult world may seem like kindergarten puppet games of “good & bad”, if it were not too serious. It must be irritating to them to watch their parents, scared to death in front of the television set, asking their leaders for protection in exchange for the price of the world’s most cherished treasure: Freedom.
Probably in about a decade the youngsters will have to take on their roles as the “systems busters” and reclaim the soul and heart of America.

It all reminds me of my upbringing in the German Democratic Republic in the fifties and sixties. The government of the GDR hammered the enemy image in our minds with war movies and war documentary scenes. Everybody had to watch Adolf Hitler heating up the Germans into war fever towards his culminating question: “Wollt Ihr den totalen Krieg?! — Do you want the total war?!” And they shouted “Yeees!” — with no idea of what they had gotten themselves into.

Frankly, I have never heard any political leader in Germany or Europe use the “God-bless-only-our-country”-phrase, for it would be understood as open chauvinism, which is conducive to conflict. It asserts that the President is invoking only the male Christian God of his personal belief, but sweeps under the rug all the others, such as Mother-Earth-Father-Sky, Allah, Yahweh, Shiva, All That Is, and all other faiths that make up the diversity of our country; including the belief system of the atheists, those citizens who choose not to put their life experience into a religious framework.
Modern-day Europeans understand politics more as a science with the most sharp-minded male PhDs as the leaders. To involve God and Devil into politics would be considered medieval. But they surely all agree on “Living like God in France” (a German saying — grin).
From my perspective as a planetary citizen I think the German people learned a lot from their two World Wars; they cannot be fooled and manipulated that easy anymore like sheep in the den. They had to pay with the experience of “Hell on Earth” for following blindly a male supremacist the downward path of human self-destruction.

However, we here in America may soon get bored watching from our sofas these night-vision war pictures against the Taliban over there in inhospitable Afghanistan. The media and the politicians will continue capturing our focus and attention with what is happening here in the “homeland”: the war against an even greater enemy: deadly germs.
As an observer I must say that it has amused me since my first day in America, eleven years ago, how obsessed Americans are with germs. To put it bluntly, the constant fear conditioning with such blatant commercials like the gigantic jungle of germs that we all supposedly have living in our mouth and that only those who buy this product will be rescued from would be booed as all too primitive manipulation in modern-day Germany.
The subatomic war against germs will ensure that the masses are being kept in fear and vulnerability. Since this enemy is of the invisible kind, we can easily get sucked into the ‘collective mass thought form’ which in essence says: “It could be one among the millions of microorganisms that are living under my fingernails that could kill me.”
Dear reader, please consider that this war in our heads can turn us into a nation of paranoids, if too many choose to participate. I remember from the totalitarian German Democratic Republic that the entire population of 17 million people was forced by law to get vaccinated against all major epidemic diseases and had to get in line for lung x-ray testing annually. Rebels against the law were treated as class enemies.

Solving the Problem by Taking on the Perspective of Your Overview Self
All great masters who walked the Earth came to the conclusion that no problem is solved on the level on which it presently exists, but on the next higher level of consciousness.
How did they know? They consciously blended with the energy of their non-physical Overview Self, which is composed of both their divine male and divine feminine aspects, which enabled them to see the bigger picture of reality.
Today everybody is capable to imagine having an Overview Self, or Guardian Angel, Ball of Light, or whatever symbol you like to see as your connection to your Source. The only requirement for a human creator who wishes to be in charge of his or her own life, is the “deliberate asking for the gift of the Overview-Self-perspective”. However, the blending takes practice since it all depends on how much Light a physical human vessel can hold.
In taking on my Overview Perspective I gain an inner knowing that we all are co-creating our future right now! Everything that is globally happening right now is about the completion of the Old World cycle and the simultaneous emergence of the New World cycle. In my opinion the expression “Hitting the Ceiling of the Third Dimension”, as coined by HeartMath Institute, is the best description or “string of words” for the status quo on planet Earth, expressed in a new language of energy awareness.
We as the human civilization are now living in the dawning hour of a new cycle of life on planet Earth. We have crossed the threshold to the New Millennium, foretold as the Thousand Years of Peace and the Golden Age. America’s war is not the first war of the 21st century; rather it is the completion of the old historical world of male dominion with violence as their ingrained and trained choice of response to conflict.

Each human on the planet is participating in a shift of vibration. We are in a transmutation period – like from chrysalis to butterfly – where the Old World and the New World coexist for some time. The energies that support the Old World will cease to exist, while the new energies will fully establish on Earth.
I believe that from the bigger-picture-perspective of our God-Selves we all wanted to know what the experience of separation is like. We artificially over-emphasized the male energy and suppressed the female energy in order to create and maintain the imbalance that is necessary for the experience of separation. By wearing blindfolds, known as the Veil of Amnesia, we all have been hiding from ourselves our own magnificence as divine creators on Earth. Additionally, the “guilt-shame-blame factor” as brought in by the male overlaid religions served to keep us confined to the lower third dimensional level of physical existence.

The cause of terrorism is our human belief that says, “for a male to be masculine he must dominate”. It is this core belief that has brought us, the human family, to the current state of existence in our human evolution. It is high time to re-balance the system!

The 9-1-1 Wakeup Call
From a higher vantage point there are no victims, only co-creators. All participants in these acts of terror can be viewed as the most courageous beings who from their God Selves’ perspective co-created the tragedy in order to bring about a Shift in Awareness for the entire human family.

Many humans recognized the events as a wakeup call, meaning a jolt from the sleep state into the wake state. What a monumental act of co-creation to transition into the non-physical as such a huge cluster of 3000 human beings, all in one big swoop leaving their physical vessels behind and ascending as ONE into the non-physical realm of existence! And the 25.000 other ones who did not intent to leave the planet got escorted and ushered out of these towers by their non-physical and physical friends!
What a gigantic funeral this resurrection event must have been for the crowd of cosmic onlookers! They have come to adore us and follow with interest in whatever manner we — the masters in these six billion human bodies — begin to birth the New World on Earth! Those who died will assist their family members as guardian angels from the other side. Many of the deceased will try to communicate messages to their loved ones and tell the story from their now-perspective as a Multidimensional Overview Self. Especially they might want to speak about ”death”, the greatest myth of all, and that nobody ever gets lost.

I also watched amazing outpourings of energies of Love and Compassion when I saw human creators rushing in to help in numbers of millions, wanting to be of value to those who were hurting so terribly. Spontaneous heart openings happened as outbursts of tears in the limelight, even with hard-nosed President Bush. I read in an email message from a Lightworker in Australia, that he sensed the worldwide outpouring of Love and Compassion towards the people of the U.S.A. as ten times greater than on the day of Princess Diana’s funeral.

It comes to my mind that if we as the collective consciousness of 280 million Americans would have been able to open our hearts to this immeasurable influx of Love energy from — let’s say 1 billion human creators from around the globe, we possibly could have overcome critical mass state and shifted as the entire human family like a helium-filled balloon into the higher, lighter energies of the 5th dimensional state of existence.
Individually and collectively we would have experienced something like a big sigh of relief or maybe just a little memory glitch during the shifting. All those participating would have been lifted into a bliss state, known in Lightworker terms as “the vibration of home”.

This option of a single moment of quantum awakening or mass ascension is being discussed as a possibility of our time by many teachers. For example, Ken Carey calls it in his book “Starseed, the Third Millennium”, “an event that is central to all of human history, when the Creator’s luminous field comes into perfect alignment with the Earth Mother. We will be swept with an intensified energy that will take the form of heightened perception and deepened emotional connection, rejoining the individual and God. It is nothing to be feared, it is a positive and joyous moment.”

Exercising Your Power of Discernment
Dear reader, please consider the following suggestion for your very own future: Since we all seem to need these “crutches of orientation”, instead of right-wrong thinking, let us deliberately create a new way of thinking in terms of Old World versus New World. This would help us to shift our harsh habit of judgment towards an attitude of discernment and thus provide us with an opportunity to exercise our ability to consciously choose preference.

For example, for most people the ingrained and trained reaction to the events of September 11 was that of immediately taking a stance of defense and responding with anger, hate, revenge, fear, blame, etc. These lower frequency feelings culminated in a desire for retaliation, expecting the government to act as the protector and to respond to an attack of violence with even greater violence. All those people who were not able to step outside their habit of judging got being sucked in or swept away by those “rivers of thought” within Earth’ gravity field that make up mass consciousness thinking. They remain within the frequency range of the third dimension, locked in victim consciousness and bound to repeat the old ways for another round.

I remember watching countless interviews of people who stood there in front of the twin tower rubble, with the picture and data of their missing loved ones. There was this one elderly couple holding the picture of their missing son. When asked if they support the war against terrorism to get the evildoers who killed their son, they said, “If war means that over there in Afghanistan parents like we have to go through the pain that we are experiencing now, no, then we don’t want America to go to war.” — Obviously, the couple already had stepped through the ceiling of the third dimension; they already lived rooted in the higher vibration of Love and Compassion. I wouldn’t be surprised if this couple already considers honoring their beloved son by adapting an orphan from Afghanistan and giving their Love to a young human life in hunger for it. Of course the media decision makers did not declare this couple as the role model for the nation; instead they brought those to the microphones as the voice of the people who called the loudest for revenge and war.

Dear reader, imagine that we all are standing in front of a road fork, with a signpost “Old World Road” on one side and a signpost “New World Road” on the other side. It would serve each one of us tremendously well to become aware of the opportunity to make a conscious choice of where to turn.
Please take on your Overview Perspective and cast your personal vote of what you want to give your focus and attention to: Do you want to remain and participate in the disintegrating Old World of three-dimensional frequency? Or do you want to become an active player in the creative expanding of the New World of 5th dimensional frequency, also called “Bringing Heaven Down to Earth”.

When the Lightworkers first became aware that we are the creators of our own reality, it became a popular practice-exercise to create parking lots. However, in today’s world we have this great gadget, named “remote control”. Declare your TV remote control as your power tool to select which reality you want to participate in and tune into. Become aware that whatever you give your attention to and focus upon is what you include in your reality. Become aware of how many attention hours you give to America’s war on terrorism. How many hours or minutes a day do you focus on the war on germs? Do a reality check every day and start living your life towards your highest ideals on the New World Road!

What Is Afghanistan Teaching The World?
Throughout recorded history it has been the males who laid cities and countries in ruins, while the females, after loosing their husbands and sons, cleared away the rubble. In Germany after World War II they became known as “the rubble women”. They did the next best thing: to start all over again. But in Taliban-conditioned Afghanistan this next logical step is not even possible, since the females there are excluded from public life.

When the war in Afghanistan began, my assumption was that superpower America would not move his big war machinery into a country that already had been laid in ruins by the Russians. It’s probably not worth conquering a country where the number of land mines equals the number of the population. Very likely America’s titans of power, money, and control already calculated how to let the Afghan people pay for the terrorist acts by erecting sweatshops and factories there. Why wasting human resources by letting these females stay idly at home? Let’s put them in front of sewing machines or assembly lines and pay them 25 cents a day, while making the males their overseers, paying them 50 cents a day.
Is this not one of the common American methods of exploiting the world — through economic slavery? As the superpower we are acting out the theme of male domination over the world and we practice the same within our own land. Only that at home we are behaving in a more cultured manner. America is feared by the majority of the world’s population as a threat to their way of life! The terror attacks of

9-11 were the acts of retaliation for the crimes of America. Fortunately, all nations are now economically intertwined; otherwise many more people would anxiously watch the world’s police officer — under the justification of national defense — writing himself a blank check to reinforce male dominance and male violence throughout the world and at home.

In early November 2001 I learned that the United States started dropping the world’s largest size bombs on Afghanistan. Each one destroys within 300 yards all life forms, that’s why its makers named it “the daisy cutter”. For the male human creators to direct their full attention towards the human ability of self- destruction, they first have to allow themselves to be conditioned into the mindset of a soldier, meaning they have to fully suppress their divine feminine aspect. If they allowed their Overview Selves to inspire and guide them, they would gain awareness of our Earth Mother Gaia as a sentient being and intelligent consciousness; they would experience a feeling of Oneness with all life forms and they would naturally choose to be human creators instead of human destroyers.

In order to regain her equilibrium from such attacks upon her physical body our Earth Mother may have to release the impact of this fiery war energy through a volcano or an earthquake ripple somewhere else, for all is interconnected. We all are the crew of Spaceship Earth, we and our Mother Earth are One!
Yet, so subtle is the technology of modern mass brainwashing that even females voluntarily choose to become professional killers, called service women.

Also back in November of 2001 I heard on the news that 1 day of war in Afghanistan for the hunt of the villain costs the U.S. government $1 billion.
Meanwhile, as of January of 2002, this has been adding up to at least $100 billion. Who gets these $100 billion? Well, the money goes to all those who contribute and participate in the war. And this is just the beginning, for the next villain, Saddam Hussein, is already on the list.

On the other hand, though, in observing the crumbling Old World I realize that the Holy War cannot be stopped anymore. There are too many people, on both sides, who want to have their war, and they do have the right on this planet of free will to fight and kill each other. I for myself simply have to watch myself to remain on the New World Road.

Changing from a Dominator Model to a Partnership Model of Society
My suggestion for the ending of the war against terrorism is to assist our brothers and sisters in Afghanistan in establishing a government that declares as the #1 goal to re-balance the inequality of male and female humans in their country. For the Afghans there is a possibility laying dormant at this time of a new beginning to create a model government — composed equally of male and female leaders — that could quickly change their culture from the “male dominator model” to a “partnership model” of society. The men and women of Afghanistan could be the first to bring to humanity’s awareness the male/female imbalance as the central theme of every family, village, city, and nation — a fact which has remained largely unarticulated throughout the old historical world.

From a broader perspective the collective consciousness of humankind — in having all eyes on Afghanistan ” is witnessing the intensified tumbling-down of the Old World, the males fighting against other males, creating a short-circuit of self-destructive male energy by responding to violence with even greater violence. Afghanistan is demonstrating to all of us that if the balancing female energy is being rejected by the males, it leads to the absence of Love and Compassion, for the warring men’s heart connection has run dry.

I see as the reason for all war-waging groups on Earth that they exist under self-imposed rigid male dominator rules, locked into a defensive-thinking pattern of mind and struggling through life in survival mode. They are individually and collectively suppressing their divine feminine selves, and thus predominantly operating within the frequency range of emotions of hate, fear, revenge, blame, guilt, etc. No wonder their lives are poverty-and-disease-ridden! People cannot thrive and prosper while rejecting the live-giving and life-enhancing qualities embodied by the female half of its population.

Dear Reader, please consider the data about Osama Bin Laden: He is a lonely, unhappy person like any male supremacist among those alive or those who filled the history books as usurpers, tyrants, and autocrats. In playing the role of the Warlord of the Holy War he is lacking the whole range of feelings of Love and Compassion expressed as joy, gratitude, adoration, appreciation, benevolence, etc. His connection to his divine feminine self has run dry.
Since his relationships are based only on ranking and obedience he cannot trust anybody. He has no friends. He definitely lives the stress-filled life of a paranoid and I bet he goes to sleep with a pistol under his pillow.
And his dreams are more likely nightmarish rather than sweet. Since he cannot expect quality in a fear-based relationship with a female, he focuses on quantity. The same is true for his children, he reproduces his own soldiers. The journalists now bring to light details of how he overlaid in good old warlord manner the religious laws of the Koran with his own rules of restriction and punishment for maintaining his power base.

When I learned that the 29-member interim government for a new Afghanistan admitted 2 females I wondered whether these are females thinking like males in adopting the role of a male dominator, or dragged in for pretense of female rights, or just for garnish? I am afraid that if the #1 topic of the male/female imbalance is not being brought to public discussion and addressed as the cause for all wars on Earth, then these male leaders will continue their old way of defense-thinking. They will establish as their first step a strongman military army. Out of the male/female imbalance of 27 to 2 a new dictator a la Georgescu or Milosevic will emerge and the old ways will continue for another round…

In pondering how to go about a new beginning I would as the first step ask the Afghans to let go of their fear-based, defensive-thinking mind through the act of surrendering their tools for killing, for a gun is a frozen symbol of fear.
In exchange for their weapons I would give each family a piece of land, with equal rights of ownership and stewardship for each family member. The age-old human desire to settle on a piece of the Earth immediately activates the feminine energies within all members, males and females, because community building is a life-sustaining and nurturing experience that fosters goodwill, cooperation, affiliation, unity, appreciation, etc.

Instead of a military defense army I would recruit the mercenaries for an army for the removal of the land mines and the rubble. I learned that Afghanistan has many millions of these aggressive males, who seem to be barely sentient beings, who kill for whoever hires them. And if there is no tribal war going on they live in hordes of highway bandits all over the land. Such is the condition of a nation with the complete suppression of the female half of its population!

Of course education is the main tool to start a dialog with the women of Afghanistan in order to help them to become aware of their inherent power. We have to encourage our sisters worldwide to take off those veils that deprive them of oxygen and thus block their spiritual awakening.
In any land on Earth with the females wearing the veil it symbolizes the suppression of the female energy.
The Veil stands for the “Veil of Amnesia”. Beneath each veil lives a female hiding from herself and the world her inherent power as a divine creator on Earth! And yet, these female human creators cannot reclaim their mastery until they believe they can, for such is the nature of the game we are playing, devised by ourselves.

Not long ago I watched a report about India where it is widespread custom that pregnant women undergo an ultrasound check in order to abort the female fetuses, because the birthing of sons elevates their status as secondary humans. But in barbaric Afghanistan such an act of female self-denial is not even an issue. There they just die in horrendous numbers in child-bed.

When I watched the second documentary about Afghanistan by Saira Shah I was thrilled to learn that she went back to Afghanistan again in order to get these three girls out of their misery. When she finally found them, she had a devastating experience: The three girls said that they want to stay there and suffer their lot in silence. So she tried to convince their father to move them to the next town with a school for girls and offered to rent a house. In his role as the head of the family the father decides the fate of each member. He obviously saw no benefit for himself in letting the British journalist lady take away his three daughters to learn writing and reading.

To me this demonstrates that if blessed female beings are locked in rigid rules of fear conditioning from birth on, they become paralyzed by the fear of change that says things could get worse. To cower in the corner and await the worst is preferred over the chance of stepping into the unknown with the helping hand of the journalist lady. Can there be a greater human expression of worthlessness of Self than the life experience of these three female teenagers in Afghanistan in the year 2002?

Journalist Saira Shah also talked to two women who both were mourning the death of their sons who had died as fighters. Both females articulated that their own life doesn’t mean anything to them. One of them said that she herself is worth nothing, and that only her male child made her life worth living, she had lived only for her son.

It seems that the lack of Love and Compassion that we see in the men’s world of Afghanistan is the same behind the dark windows and doors where the females live. In submitting themselves to the rules of male dominion, they exist in that same low frequency range of vibration. Very likely their lives are determined by “blame, shame and guilt” and flourishing superstition. I don’t doubt that these females are rigid in forcing their daughters in their designated roles as secondary humans. In other words, nobody is to blame, both males and females have been co-creating the situation in Afghanistan.

My suggestion for all countries with terrorist problems is to empower the females to start creating for every terrorist cell a “Heaven-on-Earth community”.

This is what the foretold Great Grassroots Movement is all about: to create new communities where people choose to live in the higher vibration of the fifth dimension, expressed through the live-giving qualities of Love and Compassion.

Take Off Your Blindfolds And See!
It is my belief that articulating and acknowledging the need to balance the male/female energies will lead the human family to the unifying world-view that is so urgently needed in order to overcome and shift the present world situation. When I watch on TV all the faces of the power players of politics and media I see mostly goodwill and good intentions in their attempt to lead the people in a responsible way. With their blindfolds on they just don’t know any better. (smile)
While humanity is going through the birth pangs of the emerging New World, our leaders think something is broken and their job is to restore the old ways.

As a Lightworker I am a catalyst for change and here to make a difference. I am now predominantly living in the higher energies under the Laws of Love. From where I stand now nothing is the same anymore as it appears to be in the Old World reality. From my overview vantage point I feel inspired to step into the role of the spell-breaker like the child in “The Emperor’s New Clothes” who enlightens the crowd that the emperor is parading naked.
This classic tale tells the story of our present time like no other. It is about how we all honor each other’s illusions. We all agreed to the theme of “the many following the male leader” by playing the game according to the male dominator rules.

Like in this tale now is the time for a child to appear in every crowd and to stir up mass consciousness and to ignite a wakeup jolt for the slumbering minds. The child simply tells what everybody knew all along. For once we articulate the problem, the game is over, we are no longer a match, and our mind is no longer conditioned for a dominator society. Once the quantum leap shock is over, all will relax into a new way of looking at the world; a new paradigm of existence is born. No war is necessary for a changeover! This is the magical power of the child as the systems buster!

My highest aspiration as a spiritual elder is to support and foster the youth in every way possible. To all those youngsters who make up the first generation of the New Millennium — labeled by Lightworkers as the Indigo Children — I am offering a cyber signpost with some suggestions for living in the New World:
Consider as your life’s motto what Buckminster Fuller summed up as: “You never change things by fighting the existing reality. To change something, build a new model that makes the existing model obsolete.”
Deliberately withdraw your attention from the new war on terrorism and the war on germs, for those are your parents’ and grandparents’ creations. Start consciously creating your own future now!
The message of the New Millennium is that of a New Beginning on Earth! Take off your blindfolds and see! From your Overview Perspective you now know — analog to the child in the crowd — that males and females are of equal value and that it is high time to end the Old World Game of male domination. Become a living example of the truth that males and females are equals. Play the role of the child who tells the crowd as it is!
Start living in the higher energy now by turning on within your own heart the fountain of Love and Compassion that is your connection to your divine feminine self, no matter whether you live in a male or female body. Step into your own self-empowerment and simultaneously empower others!
Set as your goal to become an entrepreneur and start your own business. Step outside the Old World paradigm of living as an economic slave; become a self-governing and self-sustaining human creator. Whenever you notice the 1-hour-unit clock, become aware that it represents the time-is-money symbol of the Old World.
Practice the power of linking with others of like mind. Open your psychic eyes and recognize the Indigo Children all around you. Stop seeing yourself through the eyes of the adult world. It is time for you youngsters to discover who you really are!
Who could shift the world situation better than you of the youth generation! What better place than high schools or colleges to start dialogs with the youth of Afghanistan. The youngsters in Afghanistan are not so different from you; like you they lack the 20+ years of fear conditioning that their parents are locked in. Ask your parents, teachers, and political leaders to assist you in acquiring the telecommunication tools and funds for your interactions with the youth of Afghanistan.
Begin to live as an influencer who is spreading the Kindness Revolution on Earth. It is the next generation who will lay the foundation for the foretold Thousand Years of Peace. There will be a time when your parents and grandparents will feel blessed for being in the presence of a Mighty One. Still with their blindfolds on they just don’t know yet. It is your generation who will induce a new cycle of life! You are the Gentle Giants who have come to teach the manifestation of Heaven on Earth. Your time has come!

Conclusion
I too have been brought up — right after World War II — under the ideology that as a female I am of lesser value than my male siblings. What was right for a boy was wrong for a girl. I was not allowed access to a higher education, because my parents decided “that it would be a waste for a girl, since she will get married and have children”.
It took me all my adult life to free myself from this early ingrained childhood conditioning and to reacquaint myself with my own core energy on my path to self-mastery.

My next Lightworker assignment is the manifestation of Dome Village Katrina, a small self-sustaining model community meant to snowball in rural areas during the coming years of transition.

A glorious future is laying ahead for all of us!

Greetings from the 5th dimension,
Your fellow traveler,
KarinLLightworker

My Alien Love Bite Story, A Treatise

Part 2

My Alien Love Bite Story, A Treatise

By KarinLLightworker

January 1, 2017

Introduction

Part of my Lightworker mission is to chronicle my life experience as a Lightworker. I write articles, Open Letters, and newsletters for my website and blog; I also offer them to the blogosphere, plus put them as chapters in my books.

My recent life experience has been a love story with a man that was orchestrated and directed by interdimensional beings, archons, demons, reptilians or else they may be named. However, ‘archons’ has become the commonly used term for these galactic parasites that have been manipulating the human race for eons.

I am documenting my ‘alien love bite’ story for those who may have been under archon influence as well and may gain greater awareness from reading it. The fact of the alien love bite is barely known within the new age community and global ufology scene. Over the years I watched several interviews with Eve Lorgen, author of the books “The Alien Love Bite” and “The Dark Side of Cupid” which gave me an overview of this topic of otherworldly intervention in our human affairs.

After Paul’s (not his real name) sudden breakup of our relationship I felt traumatized and was under shock and urgently needed to gain greater clarity of what had just happened and why. So I read “The Alien Love Bite” and “The Dark Side of Cupid” by Eve Lorgen.

I am grateful for these books; I learned much and received new insights about my own love bite affair.

I knew already from Eve Lorgen’s interviews that these interdimensional entities who arrange and manipulate love bite relationships do so to feed off their victim’s energy. They have the means through their advanced technologies to enter our minds and dictate thoughts and even switch one partner off from the other. This is exactly what happened here, twice.

My previous archon interventions in the year 2015

The year 2015 was the hardest year of my life. In February my ex-husband suddenly died in his house in Southern California. We were in daily email contact and he wanted to relocate to my area to buy a place where we could live as next-door neighbors for mutual support. Shortly after Jim’s death his son Michael hijacked his father’s Kung Fu Grandmaster website, declared himself the Grandmaster, destroyed Jim’s large website that represented his legacy, and created a fake website where he is selling his father’s martial arts information. He erased my name to eliminate me from the picture.

I documented the story in my “Memorial for Jim Lacy” on my blog. To me it is archon intervention at work.

After Jim’s death I applied for widow’s benefit and went through an ordeal with the Social Security administration. They first announced that I will receive $200 widow’s benefit additionally to my retirement benefit plus a larger back payment. But then they changed their mind and cut off $200 from my other Social Security income so that I get no more than before I applied for widow’s benefit, plus they kept my back payment. It would have lessened my struggle for survival if I had been given $200 more to live off.

To me the treatment to my disadvantage by the Social Security Admin is an indication of archon influence. Other Lightworkers also share their stories of archon manipulation, but may give these parasites different names. This is how they try to keep those who serve the Light down at the level of struggle for survival.

After this hardest year of my life I felt exhausted, drained and weakened. Jim had helped me in the past and now I was constantly financially struggling. Additionally I went through the hardship of moving to another town. My 1 ½ year experience in the town of Yreka was mostly determined by rejection. I couldn’t make any friends; I didn’t fit in there.

Of course I am aware that the new agers will tell me whether I don’t know that I create my own reality. I was one of them. I now have a broadened view; I now know that there is so much more to this perceived reality then I previously thought.

The Holon

Then in February of 2016 I learned of inventor Dirk Laureyssens “Holon”. The Holon setup utilizes three nested glasses, with spaces in between as the membranes. He compares the Holon with the essence of the Buddhist temple.

According to him the three nested glasses represent the Trinity that Christianity speaks of as Father, Son, Holy Spirit. Everything in this world is based on this Trinity. Inventor Dirk teaches how we can use the Holon in practical ways in everyday life. We can make a transmitter out of it by healing ourselves, others, and the environment. The Holon can be used to heal entire cities.

I found it intriguing and felt inspired to set up a Holon, just out of curiosity. I put three pennies and a small glass ladybug as symbols of good luck on the bottom of the first inner glass.

Three weeks later Paul walked in my door and our love story unfolded in fairytale fashion. I was convinced that the Holon setup had brought about our encounter.

I described the love story in my 3-page Newsletter #16, “Quantumleaping and Timeline Jumping”, without mentioning the Holon. (see my blog)

Here is an excerpt:

Two of us of the lineage of the Spirit of Prometheus had attracted each other and together we blasted through the Promethean Fire Mist. In a full day of sexual intertwining our signature frequencies were downloaded. He received mine, I received his. For a full day we showered each other with our mighty Promethean Love, while remembering and integrating who we are as avatars. With us was his guide Anais Nin, who delighted in our sacred wedding. She’s my new friend.

There were other onlookers, angels as well as demons, cheering us on in our fiery reunion.

To me the oh-so-long expected EVENT happened on this very day and I came out of the Promethean cauldron as a different person. I shifted dimensions, I shifted timelines, I integrated missing parts of me. Everything was real.

His wife of forty-three years had encouraged him to look for sexual pleasure outside the marriage, since as an artist he suffered from the absence of an inspiring muse.

It is not my style to interfere and intrude into a marriage and cause grief. It was all his doing. I was suspicious from day one whether he got the Alien Love Bite and is acting out irrationally. I allowed him into my door because I had never before in this lifetime met another of my own lineage. And admittedly, I was intrigued by the idea of taking on that assignment of serving as the muse for such a man.

Three days after our sexual intertwining he revealed to his wife that he had started an affair with me. He said she gave her consent, as promised. Two days later he wanted to come see me overnight to celebrate our third encounter. He told his wife that he would be back home in the morning. From that moment on some massive dragon slaying riot must have broken out there between the couple. She demanded to make his immediate choice between her and me and that if he goes to spend the night with me it will be the end of the 43-year marriage. The archetypes were wrestling!

To him, his wife embodied the 90% fulfillment within their long-term relationship. There was only an “irregular hole in the middle”, caused by the roaring of the second chakra, for he is someone who demands from the Universe the granting of 100% of everything. So at the end of their dragon slayings he chose the saving of the marriage. In their marriage quantum leap they came to the resolution to revive and reawaken their relationship and fill the irregular hole in the middle themselves, both together.

So he briefly called to let me know what they were in the middle of and that he will not come. He said that we cannot meet again and must end our two-day love affair. Even though through long practice I am pretty good at shifting energies, I suddenly felt trembling under my feet and I too went through a long night of battle with the archetypes. The downfall came very hard for me. Without a doubt all this is interdimentional intervention and manipulation. (End of excerpt.)

A week after Paul broke up with me he emailed again. I asked jokingly whether he’s not afraid to be bitten again by those alien love bite specialists, and he complied, tongue in cheek, that of course he can’t wait to be bitten again. From then on he came visiting me again, keeping it secret from his wife since – as he said – she was not yet at the level in her evolution to accept the situation.

The seven-months alien love bite story

I am going to write my story in chronological order for the purpose of analyzing it, afterward.

It became obvious to me that Paul is not the type of the normal faithful husband and that I haven’t been his first affair. When I first saw his perforated wedding ring I perceived that it stands for his desire for erotic adventures, while the usual solid wedding band symbolizes to bond two people together. I wasn’t guilt-ridden towards his wife, for if it were not me then it would be another woman.

I was in a similar position in my marriage. After I went through menopause I had no more sexual desires and my husband got frustrated. I realized that I have no right to demand that he has to accept this fact and suffer from our lack of a love life. So I told him many times to get a girlfriend, and that then we would all be best friends. But he rather wanted me to awaken my libido again. However, the relationship got more difficult overall and I left him after 15 years of marriage.

I think the husband as a sovereign being has a right to live out his sexuality if the wife is not interested anymore. The quality of the relationship will definitely go down if one partner lost sexual interest. Not all men will accept the moral, religious and societal rules of how we have to behave in our institution of marriage.

Paul told me at our first encounter that he had been putting out to the Universe his deepest heart’s desire to send him his ideal lovemaking partner. This was his theme that he always spoke of, that he deserved for this wish to be granted. Three years ago he got involved with the Tantric Love scene in the Ashland area to find his Tantrika. He said he had sexual relations with several women, one lasted half a year, but he kept them secret from his wife.

It first was my particular spirituality, my spiritual pheromons, that attracted him when reading some of my articles on my website and facebook page. There was a true spiritual affinity, a rare spiritual foundation between us. A few days later, when he walked in my door and towards me, it was like two forces reuniting. He said he knew immediately that I am the one he has been looking for since he was a child.

He wanted to make me his Tantric consort, his Tantrika, his muse, his dream lover. I was eager to become his student to learn the art of Tantric Love. We assumed the roles of Shiva and Shakti, the divine lovers, the archetypes, the yin and yang of our world of polarity, the twin realities. We declared my little house in Yreka as my Shakti temple.

As prevention from further archon attacks, I did the night before our encounters a ritual for our protection and safety. And everything always went smoothly, there were never any problems. Every week for six months Paul came visiting me in Yreka, which meant a 45 minute ride for him. He came early in the morning and left at dusk. He kept our affair secret from his wife. He told her that he is teaching a friend in another town to paint and that they both once a week spend the whole day painting.

We became Shiva and Shakti and immersed ourselves in healing, celebration, and Tantra quantum leaping. We suspended time. We let the world “off the hook”.We had 25 Tantric celebrations in my Shakti temple.

We realized that we had been brought together for the purpose of healing. We both were sexually wounded by the past. Since it had been fifteen years that I had the last time intercourse with my then husband, the tissue of my vagina was hardened and intercourse was not possible. When I researched the topic I learned that it is a common problem for aging women and can be reversed through libido reawakening.

He also had a disability, suffering from erectile dysfunction (ED) for many years which meant a big wounded manhood issue for him. So we began our seven months healing mission as Shiva and Shakti and entered a world of magic and Love. We discovered that I was what he called “a natural” at Tantric love. He gave me the book “Sexual Energy Ecstasy”. Soon we had many Tantra yoga techniques and practices to choose from in our ten-hour long love-dance.

Paul also introduced me to “Orgasmic Meditation”, as developed by Nicole Daedone and taught in her book “Slow Sex”. Created for women it is about a partner stroking a woman’s clitoris while she goes into meditation. A new world opened up for us. The contact point between my clitoris and his fingertip, of his electric and my magnetic current, created a delicious electromagnetic oneness experience. Of course I loved giving my Shiva OM-ings in my devotion to the healing of his lingam. In between our Tantric slow and hot waves of lovemaking we gave each other OM-ings for hours; the OM-ing sessions became one of our favorite segments of our celebrations as Shiva and Shakti. Like in a dance did we follow the rhythm of slow and hot. Also, massaging on the massage table was one of our favorite segments. At each celebration we performed a lingam ceremony with the large lingam crystal (representing the phallus of Shiva) that I own, which served as our healing facilitator.

When we sat embraced in yab-yum pose, with our chakras aligned, eye-gazing and breathing in unison, I could feel when we were getting downloads from our Higher Selves, as well as from each other. The feeling of oneness was supreme.

There was a magical flow between us during our day-long celebrations that felt like otherworldly. Neither of us had ever experienced such resonance, love, and bliss. We both were able to surrender to each other like never before. I could feel how we both were oozing Oxytocin, the Love Hormone, enveloping us like a pleasing aroma.

Our total concentration during the Tantric yoga exercises led us to levels of sexual power and pleasure that neither of us had known before. There was an erotic intensity and intimacy unlike anything we each had ever experienced. In our blissful fusion we saw our being together itself as a miracle. It took us beyond all of our conceptions of everyday reality, we got a taste of transcendental unity.

Throughout the day the buildup of our Kundalini energy elevated us into a continuous orgasmic state of complete relaxation, known as Tantric orgasm. Each celebration day led us into another quantum leap.

The next time we always started by weaving our energies together and melting into each other to reach the level where we had left off the week before. We awakened our natural inborn pleasure potential and we could never get enough of each other. The entire tone of our relationship was orgasmic.

As we sustained our enchantment Paul again and again rose his arms and prayed, “Thank you God for Karin”.

In embodying the archetypes we became aware that the eternal wonder and mystery is that Shiva and Shakti are one and the same. The feeling of unity between us lovers guided us into a new expansion and elevation of awareness. We learned from our own experience of Tantra that our bodies are not the baggage, our bodies are the ticket to enlightenment. Tantra is the art of unblocked feeling.

There was a time when Paul found that we didn’t make enough progress in our healing of his ED, he felt discouraged. I asked him whether there is a possibility that a woman in the past could have put a curse on him. He said that two particular women could have done so. Curses are archon intervention. I offered assistance in revoking potential curses. He considered to think about it, but we didn’t talk about it again.

His creativity as an artist was spilling over into painting, music, writing. His music became a major part of our healing process. In his role as Shiva he composed piece after piece on the guitar, which we recorded.

About four months into the relationship was his 75th birthday. He had mentioned his birthday only once at the beginning to learn about our astrological compatibilities. The day after his birthday I discovered that he has a facebook page. He wrote there that his wife dedicated the entire month to his 75th birthday and how they celebrated the event with family and friends.

I was overcome with deep sadness and became suddenly aware that I, in my role as his mistress, am left out of his life. I am the cause of his new-found fulfillment and happiness, yet I will not be mentioned anywhere. I am pushed into obscurity, into hiding. I realized that the affair was a continuation of my life’s theme, always the outsider, always left out, excluded, and not belonging.

I became aware that I had outgrown the role of the mistress. I did not like that I was his accomplice who had to go along with his deceiving and lying to his wife. And of course if he lies to his dear wife of 43 years then he may lie to me, too.

I clearly saw the imbalance that is inherent in a triangle relationship. I was the gap filler. There was no equality included in the affair package of the missing 10% of fulfillment in his life that I had assigned to. Paul’s response was that I as Shakti should be above these mundane concerns.

I reminded myself that my primary identity is being a Lightworker. I came here as a volunteer, to assist in ushering humanity through the Shift of the Ages. We the human family are now living through the birth pangs of this monumental transformation. It’s an incredible hard time for all, individually and collectively.

I learned that cultivating spiritual hygiene is essential for me. I am practicing my connection to Source at all times in deliberate fashion. Not to be sidetracked into drama or trauma is the key. If I get pulled into lower vibrations, my 3D body takes a beating, I end up with physical symptoms.

I wrote Paul a letter that reading his facebook message triggered a crisis for me. Since he told me that he doesn’t plan on telling his wife about us, I would have to continue to be his accomplice in the deception game. I said that I’ve outgrown that role. To me Tantric love and life includes honesty in everyday life. If we want to continue our liaison I would need to have some clear agreements in how to proceed, the same way he laid out the rules and conditions for me. I for myself want to follow a strategy of “no attachments, no expectations, only living in the now moment”.

Paul wanted to help me improve my poverty level in offering to work for him by booking his gigs and selling his art work. But he meant it happening in secrecy. I said I don’t want further entanglements into secrecy and that I must stay with my strategy.

For months I had been looking to move to Ashland, Oregon, even before I met Paul. He very much wished for me to find a new rental place in his area, for it would be our next Shakti temple and we could see each other more often. In our Tantric lovemaking we practiced using the Kundalini energy for manifesting a rental place when we were in the flow of orgasmic cosmic waves. Paul went twice to look at a rental on my behalf, yet it turned out I didn’t get it. I was wondering why our strong united desire did not manifest a place, despite my proactive search for it.

Then the opportunity arose to stay for awhile in a woman’s rental cottage while she was going to visit her partner in another state. It turned out she is a dear friend of Paul.

I was for two months in the woman’s cottage. It was our Shakti temple for five weeks, were we continued our full-day of Tantric celebration. We went from peak to peak, raising higher and higher in our sacred unions, quantum-leaping together in the healing of Shiva and Shakti. He also came to see me for shorter visits throughout the week. The last few weeks we were able to have intercourse, that is, we had accomplished the healing of our sexual disabilities. We were ready to take our Tantric lovemaking to the next level.

The switching-off breakup

Then it happened that his wife read his emails – and the truth about our relationship was now in the open. He emailed that his wife at this point “is communicating that she wants to move out. I am hoping that she will come to the point of accepting the situation”, he wrote.

And half a day later, on Sunday night: “It looks like things are calmed down for now. I will be there tomorrow morning to make beautiful love to my Shakti. You have come into my life as a blessing from infinite. I love you my Shakti.”, he re-assured me.

He said that during their 24 hour nonstop talking his wife argued that somebody like him should never have married in the first place and that he has been a burden to her.

The next morning he came to my Shakti temple for our 31st celebration. We were sitting on the bed, embraced in yab yum position, with our chakras aligned, eye-gazing and breathing in unison. We experienced oneness on a new level. My beloved Shiva guided us back through a time where we had been living the same experience, in a luxurious tent in an oriental setting. We were passionate lovers before, as Shiva and Shakti. Everything felt sacred.

It was our 31st and last celebration as Shiva and Shakti.

In the evening of the next day Paul called to let me know that he and his wife again had a 24-hour marathon talking without sleep. With a strange voice he told me that he had again to choose between the marriage and me. And again he chose the marriage. It was the exact repetition of the pattern from seven months ago when he broke up with me; when they both came to the conclusion to save and improve their marriage and to let go of the mistress.

Then he said that his wife is listening in and suddenly she took over and spoke to me. Shortly after the phone line got interrupted. I went into shock. Then the archon attack happened. My body got suddenly icy-cold, my heart was racing, I felt an unpleasant sensation in the lower back of my spine, and I felt the energy being sucked out of my first and second chakra. At the same time I got hit by a force in the solar plexus and felt pain in my stomach. (This stomach pain subsided after three weeks.) I suddenly could not remember what Paul and his wife had just said to me, my memory was like erased. I was in a state of psychic and physical pain that was almost unbearable.

I called upon my guidance, trying to regain my balance throughout the night.

The whole situation now appeared to me like a plot, or a narrative, designed on purpose to bring me emotionally down, get me out of balance and weakened by creating havoc in my life.

When I heard Paul’s voice it felt as if he were somebody else. It was exactly the same voice that he had when he broke up with me the first time, seven months ago. There was an energy of cowardliness in his voice, then and this time, that shocked me, for it was not like his voice, instead his voice was altered. After the call got interrupted I instantly became aware that this is an archon attack on me as a Lightworker. I had a strong impression that his wife had been used by non-physical beings to mind-control Paul for the last 24 hours of nonstop talking without sleep until they got him to make that call while she was the overseer listening to what he said and then herself speaking to me. It all sounded to me as if they both were acting under mind control.

I believe they both may have been archon-influenced for a long time. Paul told me that when he met his wife she was involved with the church of Scientology and he joined in and they both became members for forty years. The scientology cult has a reputation of brainwashing and controlling its members and definitely is a fertile feeding ground for intergalactic entities. The affairs he had throughout his marriage could all have been followed the same pattern of interference from those ‘alien love bite specialists’. Paul mentioned in an article his estranged two sons and the suicide of his youngest son which I think could have been alien interventions. In fact, most certainly they were.

Archons are the masters of deception and lying; they want us to become like them. They have been manipulating and feeding off humanity for eons. However, they are just non-physical inorganic parasites. They can only intervene and use us as puppets as long as we don’t know about them. The key is to consciously and deliberately raise our vibration out of their influence by becoming sovereign creators and fully living from the heart.

Analysis of my alien love bite relationship

My purpose for this treatise is to unravel the Archon influence in my seven-months love affair and to learn from it, as well as to share it with others who are interested in this topic.

Even before we met in person Paul laid out the framework or parameters for my role as his secret lover.

He explained that his wife of 43 years plays the role of the queen in their 3D world and that she embodies the 90% fulfillment within their long-term relationship, but there’s the 10% missing as the irregular hole in the middle of his life, that I fit in perfectly.

Seven months ago, after our second encounter, Paul revealed to his wife that he had started an affair with me; he said she gave her consent, as promised. Two days later when he wanted to go see me overnight in Yreka, a battle broke out between the couple. She demanded to make his immediate choice between her and me and threatened with divorce. This was the moment when Paul got switched off from me and he called to briefly let me know that he must end our affair. At that moment I felt as if the ground was pulled away from underneath me and I had to lay down. I had no doubt that the break-up was an archon attack.

Eve Lorgen describes in her books the cases of alien love bite stories. The majority of them are individuals who were alien abductees, alien contactees, Milab – Secred Space Program Military abductions, MKUltra victims, etc. They usually contacted Eve Lorgen after they went through a dramatic and traumatic relationship, arranged by aliens. They all suffered from energy drainage by their parasitic handlers. Eve Lorgen also describes that the partners who appeared to have an attached entity exhibit narcissistic patterns of behavior.

In my case I do not match these regular traits of an alien love bite candidate. I never had an alien abduction or alien encounters. I have seen ufos, but nothing spectacular involved; no Milab experience, etc. As I said, I never felt drained, exhausted, or weakened during the seven months relationship, only elevated, healed, energized, and loved by my ideal Tantric consort. As I described above, we both were in a heavenly state of quantum leaping for over seven months.

However, like in Eve Lorgen’s cases, my lover was switched off from me, at the beginning and again seven months later when he broke up with me permanently.

I’d like to insert here my experience with the Lemurian Pilot Council.

The Lemurian Pilot Council

In 2011, when I lived in Mount Shasta, I was involved with a group led by a young man who channeled Saint Germain and Lemurian beings from the inner Earth. He claimed to be their messenger. His mission was to gather a Lemurian pilot group in preparation for being allowed to visit the legendary city of Telos beneath Mount Shasta. After three months there was an incident which revealed that we all had been duped by some non-physical entities. We were hoodwinked by some lingering astral tricksters who told us that they were waiting right above us in a cloaked craft to take us inside the mountain. They manipulated and fooled us and had fun with us. However, nobody got hurt or lost money. It was definitely a lesson for all involved in practicing discernment when dealing with the spirit world.

In hindsight, I think one of the major lessons of our group experience as the Lemurian Pilot Council was to experience deception. It was an experience of great depth for all involved, and I’m sure each one of us participants cherishes the remembrance of this 3-months period of intense vision quest and exploration. The 3-page story is on my blog: “The Lemurian Pilot Council”.

Archons are able to enter our minds and feed us thoughts without us questioning that they are not our own. They have technology that can cause amnesic barriers in our mind. They can implant etheric non-physical hypnotic codes and triggers so that the person being manipulated would never understand his role. As described in my love story, one partner can suddenly be switched off emotionally, or psychically unplugged. This applies not just to love bite stories, but can happen within all human interactions.

Deception is one of their main tools to keep the population functioning at the lower 3D level of fear of existence. Deception causes confusion. Confused people are fearful and easy to herd into mass obedience by their leaders and controllers.

Also, deception is one of the major lessons of these End Times. Nonetheless, whatever it is we go through offers unprecedented opportunities for learning on schoolhouse Earth.

Judgment was essential in navigating through the 3D world of duality. In order to be able to live in the frequency range of the 5th dimension we each must master the learning curve “from judgment to discernment.” It actually cannot be taught, it must be practiced from within. It requires going into the heart and asking which feels like the truth. Letting go of judgment takes practice.

As we as the human race awaken from the dream and reclaim our sovereignty as divine creators on Earth the old adage of “Know Yourself” becomes a new meaning.

Expressions of Love

In retrospect, I am trying to come to terms with the sudden breakup of such exquisite and delicious love story. Paul was warm, affectionate, and loving. How much I miss bathing in his sweet love. He had awakened my libido and brought me to a new level of body experience. For the first time I had met somebody of my lineage. There was such beautiful spiritual foundation, which I have never experienced before. I meant so much to him. Early on he had recognized the angelic part of me and he loved my childlike nature that is shining through from it. He said he could never again let go of me, and that I have no idea what a difference I make in his life. I’m God’s gift to him and he will make our relationship work within his marriage.

We daily wrote email love letters, we practiced telepathic exercises to deepen our connection, we had telephone sex, we arranged to meet at night in the quantum field, were we melted into each others’ spirit arms. We had code words, such as “Machu Picchu” symbolizing our matching together like Machu Picchu stones, with not even a razor blade space in between.

I now ask myself, were the following poetic paragraphs his own thoughts and feelings or were they inserted into his mind? Were they implanted for the purpose to bond us and then later separate us? Did they erase his memory of our love story and cause a personality shift?

I actually know very little about him and how he lives his life. From what he said he seemed to be a very busy person. He mentors and counsels people, and seems to know a lot of locals.

Excerpts from his Love letters

I HAVE THIRSTED FOR THAT PART OF MY CAPACITY TO BE SATIATED FOR AS FAR BACK AS I CAN REMEMBER AND I AM FAMILIAR WITH THE AKASHIC RECORDS. IT SO HAPPENS THAT MY SHAKTI BROUGHT ME THIS SATIATION AND BLISS AND GROWTH AND ASCENSION AND PASSION AND THE DEEPEST LOVE THIS CONFIGURATION IS CAPABLE OF. MY SHAKTI IS THE QUEEN OF MY HEAVEN AS MY WIFE IS THE QUEEN OF MY THIRD DENSITY.

YOU ARE TRULY MY SHAKTI AND I RECOGNIZE MYSELF AS YOUR SHIVA. I LOOK AT THE AKASHIC RECORD AND DON’T FIND A BEING WHO HAS SO EMBODIED SHAKTI THAT HER ENERGY CONFIGURATION HAS PERMANENTLY BEEN ALTERED. I AM HER SHIVA AS LONG AS SHE WILL HAVE ME. HER ENERGY FIELD OPENED TO HIS EXACT EXTENDED SHAPE AND CHANGED HER, BROUGHT HER CLOSER TO HER TRUE SELF.

YOU ARE GODDESS SHAKTI, MY PERSONAL SHAKTI. NO ONE ELSE’S SHAKTI. MINE! I HAVE CHECKED MY PAST AND NO I NEVER FOUND MY SHAKTI UNTIL RECENTLY. NO OTHER ENERGY CONFIGURATION EVER MATCHED THIS CONFIGURATION WITH SUCH YIN YANG SHAKTI SHIVA MACHU PICHU TANGO PRECISION.

I AM UP FOR CONTINUING TO EXPLORE THE OUTER LIMITS OF EXPANSION. YES, AND YOU BECAME TRANSFORMED TO YOUR ANGELIC NATIVE STATE IN THE PROCESS. IT IS YOUR ASSIGNMENT FOR MORE LIFETIMES THAN YOU CAN REMEMBER. YOUR ROLE AS MY SHAKTI AFFIRMS AND EMBRACES EVERYTHING YOU ARE. YOU ARE A COSMIC BEING AND YOU COCREATE MAGNIFICENCE.

In regards to my role as his secret lover he wrote: KNOW THAT YOU ARE SECRETLY THE CAUSE OF SUCH BRILLIANCE AND LIGHT. YOU CAN JUST KNOW SOMETHING THAT NO ONE IN THE UNIVERSE KNOWS. UNKNOWN AND UNACKNOLEGED EXCEPT BY GOD. YOU HAVE SONGS WRITTEN ABOUT YOU AND INSPIRED BY. HOW IMPORTANT IS THAT. GOD GIVES OUT ANGEL WINGS AS REWARD FOR SUCH GREATNESS.

When Paul told me that he is also a professional actor, I responded that maybe he turned the secrecy game with his wife into an art form, maybe he is even acting our Love story? What a fabulous actor he must be, deceiving his wife for seven months. Yes, life’s a stage, we are the writer, director and actor of our own game.

YOU ARE SO FUNNY. I NEVER SAW YOUR THREE D-SIDE. ONE THING I CAN SAY IS YOU HAVE REALLY GOTTEN STRONGER AND MORE POWERFUL SINCE WE HAVE CONNECTED MACHU-PICHU. I AM PROUD OF YOU AND IF THIS IS THE END AND YOU TRULY EVOLVED OUT OF US I AM GRATEFUL FOR THE PRIVILEGE OF ASSISTING SUCH A STELLAR BEING. WE ARE THE AUTHORS AND ACTORS IN OUR OWN PLAY. AND YES I HAVE BEEN COMPASSIONATE FOR A LONG TIME NOW. AND FURTHERMORE I HAVE BEEN LIVING THIS LIFE AS GOD WOULD LIVE IT IF HE WAS IN THIS SKIN WITH ALL OF THESE CONNECTIONS AND RESPONSIBILITIES AND ABILITIES.

YOU KNOW ME DEEPER THAN ANY HUMAN. I AM ONLY RECENTLY COMING INTO MY OWN POWER. YOU ARE MY TANTRIC CONSORT LIGHTING THE LIGHT THAT BLAZES INSIDE ME.

Paul sometimes made remarks such as that he has been sexually suppressed for thirty years, but without explaining what he actually meant by that. He did not say how exactly he has been sexually suppressed and by whom? He often spoke in metaphors.

About his wife

I learned from the non-physical teacher Abraham to look at the world in terms of energy and vibration.

For example, the vibration of cheating/deceiving/lying is equal to the vibration of blame/shame/guilt, all vibrating at the low third dimensional frequency. So when I say cheating/deceiving/lying I mean a person’s descent into the lower 3D level. I do not intend to judge or moralize here. The emanations of cheating-deceiving-lying-blame-shame-guilt all have in common that they vibrate at the same low 3D level, providing sustenance especially for reptilian energy vampires who harvest our emotions. That is why I was not comfortable with the secrecy game.

Paul wrote about his wife: …AT THE BEGINNING SHE EVEN SUGGESTED COUNSELLING WITH THE POLYAMORY OPEN RELATIONSHIP COUNSILLOR WHEN WE HAD OUR FIRST BREAK UP BUT QUICKLY SUCCUMBED TO HER FEAR.

I WOULD CALL IT PROTECTING HER FROM A TRUTH THAT SHE IS NOT SPIRITUALLY EXPANDED ENOUGH TO APPRECIATE. HER FEAR WAS THAT YOU WOULD DEMAND MORE AND MORE OF ME AND I WOULD LEAVE HER. I LEARNED ON THE LAST DISCLOSURE THAT HER FEAR JUST DRIVES HER MAD. IF I GAVE INTO IT I WOULD BE BLOCKING MY ASCENSION WHICH INCLUDES DOING THE BEST ACTIONS ALWAYS.

AS LONG AS HER FEAR REMAINS AND SHE HASN’T VANQUISHED HER DRAGONS IN

THAT AREA I WILL PROTECT HER FROM IT AND AT THE SAME TIME CONTINUE EXERTING MY SOVEREIGN RIGHT.

I complained that equality of queen and mistress is not possible, since I play the role of the 10% gap filler who has to remain within my given boundaries. While meanwhile I become depleted in my hunger for him as my Shiva. Well, no wonder women in affairs turn into femme fatales.

At several occasions Paul said that his wife lives under constant fear of being left by him for another woman. It seemed to me his unfaithfulness became “the elephant in the room” of their marriage, and in dealing with the issue the two of them have become masters of what has been termed “Cognitive Dissonance.” They are not the only ones, it is part of the American psyche or collective unconsciousness to master Cognitive Dissonance. Being German I have some sixth sense for it, for the Germans became the masters of Cognitive Dissonance during World War II. One way to translate Cognitive Dissonance is “intentionally ignoring the truth”. This collective psychosis works through the blind spots, feeding on fear. It is archon intervention.

But his response was:

HOW MANY LIVES HAVE BEEN RUINED BY DISCLOSURE TO THOSE THAT HAVE NOT EVOLVED FAR ENOUGH TO BE ABLE TO GROW FROM THE EXPERIENCE INSTEAD OF BEING OVERWHELMED AND SET BACK INSTEAD OF FORWARD? I FOLLOW THE GUIDANCE I HAVE BEEN GIVEN… FOR A MAN TO NURTURE HIS MALE POWERS HE MUST NOURISH HIS YANG ESSENCE BY ABSORBING YIN ESSENCE. MORE NOW THAN EVER THANKS FOR THE BLESSED SHAKTI HEALING HIS YANG WITH HER YIN.

FIRST OF ALL I DON’T PLAN FOR HER TO KNOW ABOUT IT AND IF SHE DOES I WILL TELL HER I AM SORRY SHE FOUND OUT BECAUSE OF HER FEAR. I WILL EXPLAIN HOW YOU HAVE TRULY FILLED A HOLE IN MY LIFE AND I AM GRATEFUL FOR IT. I WILL BRING HER TO UNDERSTANDING. THE LONGER WE GO BEFORE THIS DATE THE BETTER AS THAT WILL BE PROOF THAT YOU ARE TRULY HAPPY WITH THE ARRANGEMENT. I KNOW IT WOULD BE UPSETTING FOR HER AND I WANT IT TO BE THE LEAST PAINFUL BY WAITING EVER.

Several times Paul spoke of his wife as a “middle class lady”, meaning somebody who prefers to go with the mainstream of society, in contrary to Paul who is the artist, the musician, the eccentric, the rebel, the forward thinker.

I told Paul that his reasoning that she is not ready for the truth and that he lies out of love for her, is screwy no matter what. In exchange for the lying he gives his wife an unhealthy power over him. She uses guilt to control him. To me it is archon-influenced mind control.

He said about his wife that she doesn’t have the Shakti energy that he so much craves. He also said several times that she has no interest in his art and music. He wanted me to book his gigs and sell his art work, but secretly behind his wife’s back. But I didn’t want any further entanglements of the secrecy game.

Again, in retrospect I wonder whether those above statements were truthful and coming from him, or were they planted into his mind for the purpose of manipulating us?

I told Paul that I wonder whether he gave me a wrong picture about his marriage situation. His response: WE HAVE NOT HAD THIS AS A SUBJECT. ACTUALLY, MY SHAKTI HAS BEEN AN AGENT OF HEALING AND WHAT SHE TOUCHED FLOURISHED. YOU BROUGHT SUCH LIGHT TO MY LIFE.

YES, MY MARRIAGE HAS GOTTEN BETTER WITH EACH QUANTUM LEAP. WOULD YOU EXPECT A DECLINE? THE REAL SHAKTI WOULD BE GRATEFUL FOR THE OPPORTUNITY TO BE OF ASSISTANCE.

If it were true that their marriage has gotten better through me as the mistress in his life, I wonder why they did not want to keep the triangle affair?

But then at other occasions he encouraged me that “the real Shakti would ferociously fight for what is hers“ and that he wishes for greater entanglements with me.

What are the lessons here?

I am in search for clarity about this arranged and orchestrated alien love bite affair. Of course I ask myself how much I may have been infiltrated without my conscious awareness. Was it all a holographic projection? It is my belief that I was authentic at all times throughout the seven-months relationship. Or was I not?

What role did the Holon play? As I said, Paul came into my life three weeks after I had set up a holon, that is, three nested glasses, just out of curiosity. I still believe that the Holon brought us together. Was it used as a portal by those off-worlders who control humanity? We know from the Secret Space Program and ufology whistleblowers that alien races use high technology for our mind control and that all humans are micro-chipped, etherically and/or physically.

Were Paul and I bonded on purpose by aliens whose intention could have been to test us in some ways? Maybe to measure the intensity of our emotions, or to harvest the Oxytocin that we oozed in our bliss and ecstasy? Were we used as some sort of lab rats? Were we being inserted into a mythic drama of Shiva and Shakti, the divine couple?

As I said, I never felt drained during the seven months relationship, only elevated, healed, energized, amplified. Not only were we in heaven, heaven was within us.

I was pondering that I could write an erotic novel about my alien love bite story. Writing to me is the great transmuter. This way I had a medium for self-healing and overcoming the grief of the loss of my beloved Shiva. I’ve never written a novel; I would invoke his guide Anais Nin to be my patroness for this project. I could expand into details of my love story and thus help others to reflect for themselves whether they are under archon influence. It could especially help those couples who consider themselves Soul Mates or Twin Flames. Those of the Light are especially desired candidates for alien love bites, for we may be selected by the connoisseurs among the galactic parasites for our spiritual advancements.

Also, I could share the method of “biting them back”, namely by raising our vibration to becoming a sovereign human creator through fully living from the Heart. Then there’s nothing to feed off for them and they have to go somewhere else, where fear reigns for their lower 3D sustenance.

Paul is now a different person from the man I got to know in our seven-months relationship. I wonder whether they erased his memory of our delicious and exquisite love story as Shiva and Shakti.

In his last email after the breakup Paul wrote that he recognized that he has a sexual addiction and now wears the label of a sex addict. He goes to the weekly sex-aholic anonymous meetings and others there are even worse off then he. What happened to this man? My sexual passion was equal to his, that is, I must be a sexaholic too. Without a doubt a sexaholic meeting is alien influenced and provides sustenance for those lingering interdimensional parasites. The reptilians among them are especially interested in human sexuality.

Conclusion

As I said at the beginning, I am documenting my life as a Lightworker. My recent and very intense experience was an alien love bite story, arranged and orchestrated by interdimensional beings. I now see it as a continuation of the interference that I have gone through over the last years.

Yet, I consider my encounter with Paul a major turning point in my life. After seven months of quantum leaping with my beloved Shiva I am now a more evolved person in all areas of my life.

In order to share my love bite story I had to tell intimate details that confirm that all three participants in this triangle affair were under archon manipulation. The fact of the alien love bite is barely known and most people will dismiss it as nonsense. That is why I want to share my treatise on the Lightworker blogosphere.

The alien love bite story is part of the overall picture. There is a spiritual warfare going on above our heads and below our feet, unnoticed by the masses in amnesia. Humanity’s fate has been orchestrated by otherworldly sources. Planet Earth is a farm for the harvesting of our emotions.

We have been taken over by alien races, predatory pathogenic artificial intelligences, energy vampires, archons, or whatever we call them. They have hijacked all governments, banks and other institutions of power and control. The global population is being kept in darkness about the truth by the mass media.

However, planet Earth and her inhabitants are now leaving the cycle of the Dark Age. We are entering the era of the Golden Age for the manifestation of Heaven on Earth. In this higher frequency of 5th dimension reigns Unconditional Love, out of the reach of the dark forces.

Let there be Light in 2017!

In service,

KarinLLightworker

Karin’s Newsletter #16 – Quantum Leaping…

I wrote my Alien Love Bite Story in three parts:

Part 1: Karin’s Newsletter #16 – Quantum Leaping and Timeline Jumping

Part 2: My Alien Love Bite Story, A Treatise

Part 3: Karin’s Open Letter #17 – Smarten up, Godlings!

Part 1

Karin’s Newsletter #16 – “Quantum Leaping and Timeline Jumping”

April 2016

I write this annual email newsletter for those people I met along my journey who are interested in my path as a Lightworker for America.

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Dear fellow travelers;

I haven’t written a newsletter for over a year. Last year I shared my crowdfunding experience.

In the past some people told me my writings are all heavy and that it’s all about my personal struggle and lack of money. Don’t I know that I create my own reality? Well, I am just documenting my life experience as a Lightworker, without expecting approval.

However, this newsletter is different. May you enjoy this one.

I’m still overwhelmed by the experiences of the last two weeks of my life, when somebody came blasting in my door and I started seeing sparkling particles in the air. In front of me stood a rare, unrestrained human, vibrant and alive, beaming me with the Promethean Spirit. He had read my “Homage to Madame Blavatsky” which triggered his recognition that he too is of the Promethean Spirit.

From the moment of him recognizing that we are of same lineage, a vortex opened and together we started a new timeline. It was two weeks of quantum leaping and timeline shifting, involving three people. It was dangerous, certainly not something for the faint-hearted. It was a massive act of transformation, three people involved.

The teacher Abraham would say, it was co-creation at its best.

Two of us of the lineage of the Spirit of Prometheus had attracted each other and together we blasted through the Promethean Fire Mist. In a full day of sexual intertwining our signature frequencies were downloaded. He received mine, I received his. For a full day we showered each other with our mighty Promethean Love, while remembering and integrating who we are as avatars. With us was his guide Anais Nin, who delighted in our sacred wedding. She’s my new friend.

There were other onlookers, angels as well as demons, cheering us on in our fiery reunion.

To me the oh-so-long expected EVENT happened on this very day and I came out of the Promethean cauldron as a different person. I shifted dimensions, I shifted timelines, I integrated missing parts of me. Everything was very real.

His wife of forty-three years had encouraged him to look for sexual pleasure outside the marriage, since as an artist he suffered from the absence of an inspiring Muse.

It is not my style to interfere and intrude into a marriage and cause grief. It was all his doing. I was suspicious from day one whether he got the Alien Love Bite and is acting out irrationally. I allowed him into my door because I had never before in this lifetime met another of my own lineage. And admittedly, I was intrigued by the idea of taking on that assignment of serving as the Muse for such a man.

Three days after our sexual intertwining he revealed to his wife that he had started an affair with me; he said she gave her consent, as promised. Two days later he wanted to come see me over night to celebrate our third encounter. He told his wife that he would be back home in the morning. From that moment on some massive dragon slaying riot must have broken out there between the couple. She demanded to make his immediate choice between her and me and that if he goes to spend the night with me it will be the end of the 43-year marriage. The archetypes were wrestling!

To him, his dear wife embodied the 90% fulfillment within their long-term relationship. There was only an “irregular hole in the middle”, caused by the roarings of the second chakra, for he is someone who demands from the Universe the granting of 100% of everything. So at the end of their dragon slayings he chose the saving of the marriage. In their marriage quantum leap they came to the resolution to revive and reawaken their relationship and fill the irregular hole in the middle themselves, both together.

So he briefly called to let me know what they were in the middle of and that he will not come. He said that we cannot meet again and must end our two-day love affair.

Even though through long practice I am pretty good at shifting energies, I suddenly felt trembling under my feet and I too went through a long night of battle with the Archetypes. The downfall came very hard for me.

The next morning I emailed his wife and asked for forgiveness for causing her pain and that I cop out.

I sent her the ho’oponopono mantra.

She wrote back that I have not caused her any pain or discomfort. It was really all about miscommunication between the two of them and that they are having quite an adventure over the last days. She wrote, “So thank you for any contribution you made to opening the new way for this new journey to take place.”

I didn’t know what to think. She either is in complete denial or a blatant lair or it just appears as a distortion to me because I am now a galaxy away from them. There is so much to sort through to gain clarity. I live for clarity.

From him I received an email that they had a celebration of their marriage renewal and that I saved their 43-year marriage and our love affair must now end, and that I am suspended as his future Muse. We all will be good friends. I felt the Archon energy nearby.

I responded how glad I am that I served as their spiritual catalyst and saved a marriage, and that I cop out. Yes, we all will be good friends.

I sent him the ho’oponopono mantra.

Now comes the integration period for each of us three.

For the last week I feel like after psychic surgery, when the body feels as if the surgery were physical reality.

There were Archons among the onlookers who were not pleased to see such an intertwinement of pure Promethean Love. They were concerned mostly about me. They now saw my glowingness and rather wished to see me being defeated in this arranged triangle affair.

All throughout last year I felt heavy Archon interference in my life. So from the beginning I was fully aware that it all could be nothing but a projected mirage, when he blasted in my door.

There are so many layers in this. A novel could be written about this two-week episode of quantum leaping and timeline changing, with three people involved. I was aware that each one of us three involved had their own timeline. There was the 40-year marriage timeline. And there was my individual timeline. In the middle between, triggered through the vortex of our encounter, had emerged a new timeline that he and I co-created in our sacred Promethean wedding. Then began the timeline jumping. From our new timeline he jumped back into the haven of the marriage timeline. It really felt to me like leap frogging.

Meanwhile, while left alone in the middle timeline, I could feel its collapsing coming, when the trembling began underneath my feet. I was very aware of what was happening here and since I felt so extremely powerful I propelled myself onward and upward until I felt ground under my feet and I landed in a new reality/timeline. This is where I am now.

As I see it, The EVENT has happened for me, to me, in me, and outside of me. It was multidimensional. I now must integrate and stabilize myself on my 5D level.

I gained a much higher level of awareness than I had even a week ago. I feel my DNA has changed.

My heart feels like new, dozens of times I felt an upjump of my heart, loudly reverberating through me.

When he squeezed me in his embrace during our long day of sexual intertwining he skilfully shattered my protective outer shell around my heart. As the troubadour that he is, he then used his guitar play to move very close to my heart and melt away the old bands I had laid around it, for self-protection. It was psychic open-heart surgery, and I still feel the pain from his fierce embraces in my sore rib cage. How symbolic it all is.

I now feel a much greater capability of loving unconditionally than two weeks ago.

As we celebrated our Promethean wedding, we opened a vortex for the Promethean Spirit, like a light fire in the sky, for others of our lineage to recognize. We issued an edict that the others may now gather and come forward. For if two or three of us come together as the Godlings that we are, we can be of immense service to our dear humanity.

I realize that even five years ago I would not have been able to do quantum leapings at such proportion. It’s really not for the faint-hearted. But I made it and came out as a more evolved person.

It’s just that my poor confused ego had a very hard time getting with me through these two weeks of build-up, climax, and downfall.
I gained a new friend in the ethers, Anais. I feel her around me. She gave me a taste of what she meant by “the unbearable lightness of being.” She knows I now need her to caress and comfort me.

I was thrilled when I first saw his paintings and discovered that he is painting soul shards! What an exquisite mission that is to fulfill!

If for nothing more, I served in a liaison as a Muse for two weeks. I am now lurking with Anais out of his canvas, as sparks of the Promethean Spirit, for eternity.

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Well, that’s it for an update of my life experience as a Lightworker. Expect that things will be shaken up to the bottom in your life as well. No matter in which area of your life. If you resist your own awakening, you will be taken through the wringer. Let it happen. It’s just a matter of how good you handle yourself. It is best to get yourself in the mode of “joyous anticipation”, no matter what is ahead. That quantum leaping and timeline shifting is something now to be brought into humanity’s stage of evolution. Things like that is what we will be doing in the future in reaching for self-mastery.

THE EVENT is an individual experience. God/Source wants to experience THE EVENT in seven billion individual ways. I just made it through. I thought I should write this newsletter, to leave a signpost for you, my fellow travelers.

Greetings from the fifth dimension!

May you all be blessed!

KarinLLightworker